You can’t be that happy I know for a fact be
Cause I’m in a room trying to hide from the sun
It’s begun winter’s here I’m not sure when it leaves
All I know is the snow’s merciless when it freezes
Frozen
Stand guard at the door of your mind I can’t hold it
They broke it they’re coming, defeated no running
There’s no where to hide even the light can’t control it
It’s mostly facade
The pain the suffering comes from a thought
Comes from a mind that is ripe for the picking
Depression has set in the rest just forget it
You can move but the winter seems to follow
Attracting the sadness a hard pill to swallow
I try to be alone but the misery is the knocking
It let itself in even though I don’t want it
Maybe I do
It’s an identity so tell me what the fuck can I do?
I know it’ll pass but I’m froze to the bone
There’s no sight to be seen all I see is the snow
All I feel is the cold
I can’t get a grip, slip, fall
Clutching for something but nothing is there
All the hope has been buried by utter despair
What a catastrophe
But this is what it has to be
At least that’s what I have to think
To give meaning to the drama
I don’t want to be dramatic but I am and that’s a fact it’s
Always been and always will until this shit gets me killed
Too much time to think
Frozen in hell till the first sign of spring
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