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oneAweek Vol. IV

by Buck Bowen

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1.
Now my intent’s to dispense with some sick shit like diarrhea I try to be a nice MC but MCs try to perpetrate, and I’ve tried to gain patience But, is it really worth the wait? I’ve never worked a day that I’ve enjoyed And that might be the reason why I’m not employed Why’ve I destroyed microphones that I don’t own? Shit I don’t know Surprise I’m home have you made dinner yet? A Dear John letter plus the baby sitter left, damn These words are probly a murmur Who said you can’t buy happiness? I just bought me a hooker I’m a naughty booger, a slimy little snot I probly get no women cause I got a tiny– STOP! Here hold that thought, it ain’t safe for me I’ll use your grandpa’s funeral casket to go wake boarding So your girl’s got divine devotion If your dick was a can opener you couldn’t get her thighs to open Cause I’m Buck Bowen Uh, I just forgot my lyrics… sike I’m joking Rhymes are wrote’n then thrown over dope beats And when you get on the mic it’s like No Doubt Don’t Speak Leave me alone please I don’t want to be bothered Cause I get lifted like sitting opposite the fat kid on a teeter totter
2.
Gassed 03:06
Going into battle with nothing more than a fucking thought Psycho logic got me manipulated to take a loss But that ain’t happening, I’m coming back with massive shit Circumnavigating the system there ain’t no trapping this At 36 I’ve calmed down But I’ll damn if I let the plan hit the sand so don’t fuck around Ain’t no relaxing it’s stick and move attacking shit You’re so full of shit and don’t even know the half of it Blut blut blouw! Bomb dropping out of nowhere turned your life upside fucking down So what you gonna do? Let it get you off your cool? Running to the pad feeling sad get a fucking clue It’s warfare motherfucker Ain’t nothing fair no one cares but your mother And even that chic don’t really give a shit She just got to say she do so you don’t cry like a little bitch Stand clear, the future is here Everybody busy planning motivated by fear But I ain’t sitting up here waiting for the smoke to clear I’m gonna forge a fucking path no relaxing this year I got a life to live, mic to grip, what the fuck’s the price of it? Print me out the tab, grab the cash I’m a buy this shit That’s the cost of the success You spend your day finding ways to fuck off and do less What a tragedy, you little bitches ain’t no match for me I’m running fucking laps round the track bitch you can’t compete Elite pro level shit While you sitting at home eating a bowl full of dicks God damn, you think you can compare? I think you need to realize your fucking never coming near Cause I’ve been putting in the work while you’ve been looking like a derp Your shit is suck, give it up, I’ve had enough that’s my fucking word
3.
Bitch, stop fucking around You wanna piss away the day because no ones around You wanna fuck off feeling lazy Like it’s gonna happen maybe No it isn’t get your ass of the couch quit bullshitting What the fuck you think this isn’t? A god damned scrimmage for your life before live it? Hey did it? Ever occur that you will never recur When you’re long gone and dead in the dirt? Yeah, but you were busy jerking off Hoping it would happen but it didn’t so you cursed the gods Blaming everyone around you like they played a fucking role In all your dumb ass decisions lacking self control You need check yourself doop, fuck your excuse God damn wanna puke, man that’s Word to mom Duke What a disgrace You make me wanna tie an anchor to my leg and jump in a lake What up? Oh you thought I left? Bitch I’m a be here forever I don’t sleep I don’t rest I don’t take no fucking naps, does it looks like I relax I survive off of stress, ain’t no test I can’t pass I’m a fucking keep it moving, show and proving Song after song track beat I’m producing Flip off the top don’t stop how I do shit Honey boo boo special juice getting loose it’s Just another day at the factory Trying to work around these no skill having whack mcs Every damn day of my life On my knees begging god please stay off the mic But that shit ain’t happening They keep on rapping it’s Part of the fabric the masses they ask for it Man fuck this I’m out I’m shit inside your ear so you can hear how it sounds
4.
Plz Stop 02:40
I freak with the skill to kill you know I’m on a mission Putting whack MCs on the burner in the kitchen Yo, I’m going wild letting loose when I’m busting Popping off the top at all these rappers that be… bluffing Yeah I can’t wait to hit’em Sneaking up behind without a sign is how I get’em Forbidden, you have been from spitting on the rhythm I thought you learned your lesson but it’s clear you do not listen Cause it is, paramount that I dismount your mental I’m pulling the plug ain’t no love from the get-go These rappers, they better know it I’m bringing the heat so they best to get the lotion And protective gear, you step in fear, god damn The more you talk the less I hear But that’s the story of my life Filled with a bunch of fucking rappers that be boring on the mic Back for round 2, it’s not about you It’s all about you and you’re clown around crew You say you get the props, but I think not The best advice I could give is pl pl please stop On the mic you want to get respect Then do us all a favor man and give it a rest Put the mic down, right now, shut up, pipe down Go away, get off the court and take a time out Your shows are not an event When it’s only your family and a posse of friends And they don’t want to be there but they want to be nice So they let you ruin their day and take up their time Yeah that’s how I feel About these rappers air quotes “keeping real” That’s how it’s going A day in the nightmare of Buck Bowen
5.
Hectic 02:20
I sit around all day fucking off Trying to find distractions for the madness as if nothing’s wrong But it is, the clock is ticking something’s got to give I’m gonna realize too late the day has came and went Fucking worm food so much for your truth yeah where’d it get you? All that shit you thought important has been discontinued Just a black abyss, like when you fall asleep but you ain’t coming back from it Like when the lights go off but there’s no way to grab the switch You think isn’t gonna happen Acting like you are immune and yet the moment passes And that’s it, just a bunch of ashes Synonymous with all the shit that’s in the trash bin If I had half a mind I’d probly blow my brains out But I’m too fucking smart so I’ve decided I should stay round And put myself thru hell with all the thoughts I sit and dwell It’s hard to rock the fucking boat without no wind up in the sail I will prevail, I’ve been saying that for 30 years And nothing’s fucking changed except the god damn time The sun rises, sun sets, no surprises, none left It’s the same old story told with different breath And you think you’re something special, yeah whatever Soon enough you’ll be forgotten the memories’ lost forever So get a grip the clock is tocking watch it tic If you just let the present slide your future’s gonna slip You’re so far behind barely off the starting line You had some hope but it’s too late now you’re all out of time Death is on its way, it’s coming over You pissed your life away there’s nothing left it’s fucking over
6.
The Iz 02:55
I’m not bitter, I’m not mad I’m not depressed, I’m not sad I’m not unhappy, I’m just fine Trust me I just look this way all the time I woke up today No that’s it I just woke up Nothing really happened after that as a matter fact What’s the point of getting out of bed if you’re coming back? “Well, see it’s—“ dude it’s rhetorical You don’t need to chime in with an answer, of course I know So let me do my thing I trade my vocal cords just to be able to sing Por tu maldito amor … The walls like to laugh at me No interest in a lack of sleep, call it napathy See I laugh to keep from crying ain’t no lying So much going on it’s crazy people killing people dying But I got to give it a rest Marauding through the night with a tribe called quest I’m not bitter, I’m not mad I’m not depressed, I’m not sad I’m not unhappy, I’m just fine Trust me I just look this way all the time Oh, wait am I on? … I’d love to throw in the towel But the washer’s so full there’s no room for it now And I could do it by hand But I don’t want to take a loss, when I could give a damn When I could give a crap, when I could give a hoot When I could give it up, no wait no I no Why it got to be like that I’m on the Pharcyde of life trying to reel it back Grab the fabric of reality and peeled it back Took the hand that I was dealt, and dealed it back I’m on track like a train Off road no terrain hot dog on the brain So please stop bitching And if you can’t take the heat get your ass away from the source hotness
7.
Breezin 02:46
No complaints, life is good I mean I could but what would that do I breeze through the day with ease check myself in the mirror “You are the one,” I say when I’m faced with fear I got to keep it moving, I got to keep it going I got to keep it uh uh uh uh Buck Bowen All day, every way, 365 Dancing out of bed I’m really feeling alive With the vibe of this beat no retreat keep stacking No holding back and so relaxing Maxing out cooling that is the rule and Learn every day of life I’m a student On the hunt for some time to kill Calm and collected is how I feel I came to entice and thrill I mellowed out now and got a license to chill I’m throwing in the towel, I’m just playing Cause when I’m on the mic there won’t be no… delaying I’m on point like a needle Sharp as tac don’t need to repeat it Cruising through the day without a care for any pain Cause anything that I could say it doesn’t matter anyway I’m chilling, cold cold chilling If the day ran away then you better go get it Time keeps slipping, I keep sliding Where did my life go? Why is it hiding? Peek a boo, I see you I need to get off my b-u- T-t and seize the day it’s OK if I don’t make it all the way Cause it’s the effort that I’ve made No need to deal with the stress Cause right about now I feel real blessed
8.
Dissonant 01:54
The bullet came through glass smash no one knew Look behind couldn’t find what happened no clue Dodge left dodge right, hit the gas run the light Got to go got to get need to dip shit ain’t right I don’t know, you don’t either, ricochet off the speaker Ain’t a game to be played, real life full feature Cinema dilemma uh there’s blood on the seat Red and blue lights flashing take a turn off this street Find cover for a moment let the drama blow over Intoxicated demons and they need to be sober Let it pass, keep it low uninvolved Cover tracks, then relax mystery unsolved Represent, not lost in lament Toss off let them hit, no cost to commit Package arrived intact no surprise Till seal got broken no hope to survive It’s a practice, not recommended for the average It takes a certain person to work through this madness Pop pop it went off didn’t stop Kept going till the last of the staff fell off I don’t know, and neither did they It’s a routine so unique no one ever complained Let it go, keep it lax uninvolved Play it safe, no trace, mystery unsolved
9.
She ain’t your toy, she ain’t my toy, she her own She does whatever she wants with her body that isn’t something that’s within your control I celebrate it you bitter mad straight hella hating She need no boss, no delegating let her live her life stop trying to cage it What the fuck are you thinking that shit that you’re saying I cannot believe it You really believe that you’re doing her a favor by acting possessive oh you’re trying to save her? Damn, I didn’t know you’re a white knight so commendable You “know” what’s best, she needs your help, but the truth is she doesn’t though Back the fuck up no one asked your opinion dawg you’ve said enough She’s an adult, you’re not her father, nor babysitter but I know that you want to Try to change her, so insecure with a fearful nature You could support her but you’re just a hater she is a free agent you cannot contain her Such a fantastic guy, you tell yourself, what a massive lie Taken drastic measures, controlling efforts, your jealousy you need to pacify Bro you got to get rid of it it isn’t cool man it’s getting ridiculous She’s independent no need for your little dick who she is fucking is none of your business She’s not a possession, not your property, not an investment If you think that she is then you have a problem and you need to go check it She’s not a possession, not your property, not an investment If you think that she is then you have a problem and you need to go check it What can ya do? So many douche bags thinking they’re cool Guys be talking about how they fucked a girl, and I’m like bruh she fucked you too It’s kind of pathetic, you think it’s a victory for you to get it No wonder you’re treating women like they’re second class citizens it’s so god damn unimpressive And when you don’t get your way you want to act all sulky and just complain And then you get aggressive and start to shame are you out of your mind that is fucking insane? What the fuck is your problem, she is a human, she’s not an object That isn’t obvious to you for some fucking reason but really dude you need to stop it This shit is tragic, her beauty’s not an excuse for harassment You must be stuck in the past feeling entitled to make unwelcome sexual advances Cat calling for what? You think you’re special, but you are not You are just one of the many idiots she will encounter while out on a walk It’s a fucking cancer, dealing with you and your troubled manners You can fuck whoever but when she does you want to try to shame yeah that’s a double standard Look at you mad and upset, cause she out there having casual sex You got no position to say shit so quit it her body her rules don’t you ever forget She’s not a possession, not your property, not an investment If you think that she is then you have a problem and you need to go check it She’s not a possession, not your property, not an investment If you think that she is then you have a problem and you need to go check it
10.
Party House 02:58
4 in the morning the party’s still going won’t nobody stop And it’ll keep going despite if the neighbor’s are calling the cops And that’s how we do every weekend’s the same but the party is new New, new, you cannot beat us so you better us join us go ‘head bring a crew Everything you need at your fingertips cocaina weed We got it all yeah alcohol MDMA, shrooms, LSD We be making a fuss, downing shots, taking a puff Living the dream, having the time of our lives yet the neighbors be hating on us Jealous haters they always mad cause we celebrating We balling hard, we getting loud if you have a problem then oh well’s what I’m saying That’s how we do, if you don’t like, too bad for you We came to party let’s get this shit started please don’t feed the animals this is a zoo Party house party house going ape shit cause we’re throwing down Party house party house you ain’t about it then get the fuck out Party house party house going ape shit cause we’re throwing down Party house party house you ain’t about it then get the fuck out We back for more, “Hey keep it down someone’s at the door” Man we do not give a fuck cause we be living it up until somebody’s crashing the floor We out of our minds, zombie apocalypse it’s no surprise We’re coming for blood, you better hide, cause if you don’t join us we’ll eat you alive You don’t want to be, one of those people, we don’t want to see We do not take negativity lightly so get it together or quick hit the exit please Only positive vibes, if you ain’t bout it then you won’t survive Do us a favor don’t be like our neighbors by crashing the party to ruin the vibe Cause we don’t need it, try to battle us you’ll get defeated Got some bullshit to say please do not speak it, why are you working man this is the weekend There’s no more to say if you don’t like the party stay the hell away Cause we don’t need a bitch who is throwing a fit while we’re feeling ourselves get the fuck out the way
11.
Going Places 02:44
I seen ya face, I ain’t like So I turned from the mirror shut off the light I’m just playing, I love myself I would say it’s all your fault but you ain’t even on my radar My dick stays hard for so fucking long I need anti-viagra to get it to calm Down down down down down Jog with a circle, running around Nothing profound, so what’s it about? If it’s Wednesday you can probly find me humping around Trouble’s what you’re about, you’re saying something aloud You talking trash then I’m going to have to take a dump in your mouth So sick and tired of it all That I swear to god I’m taking me a trip this fall I’m going places, so impatient I’m feeling born again, yeah cold and naked My goal in life’s to find a reason to die for The moon is shinning but it doesn’t have it’s own light source I’m feeling drained, in the gutter My dad pissed me off so I called him a mother fucker It’s all a farce, nothing’s real If seeing is believing what’s the point of touch and feel? It’s just a ride, one that’s going to end So I’m going to make a post on how it’s best to just pretend Oh, you thought it really mattered You thought you’d get rewarded if you just obeyed your masters What a disaster, such a shame You think that homeless man is crazy but you’re just as insane Have you listened to your thoughts? Nothing profound the only difference is he’s not afraid to say them out loud But we all pretend we’re normal, trying to hide the nervous tick Rushing home to numb our minds with fucking bread and circuses
12.
Your Face 02:13
I’m gonna kill ya face No more joking man I’m taking aim Should I put this little barrel or perhaps the bow and arrow Up against your fucking head to make this shit apparent? Sure, I didn’t need to curse But it makes me sound authentic when I spit a verse Kinda how you sound retarded when you’re mumbling that garbage Smelling like a fucking hairy ugly arm pit I seen your face and I still want to kill it But the situation’s screwed so it’s best I drill it Like that dude in the movie Pi When I contemplate your death I could truly cry When I think about your suffering there’s never not enough for me Imagining your death is such a luxury But I’m going to relax and watch some office space And think about the joy of ripping off your face Shit, I need to chill Cause tearing off your face is what I’m thinking still You may think I’m obsessed But the truth is yeah of course are you an idiot? Do I need to be this vulgar, do I need to be so pissed Well answer me this question does your fucking face exist? Ok, so you know how I feel I told you shit is screwed and I’m ‘a have to grab the drill Sh sh sh sh shh, just let it happen I’ve been waiting for this moment with a fucking passion I’ve been waiting for this moment my whole life And I’ll openly admit it’s feeling so right Jesus what the fuck am I saying? I’m just bitter bout the rappers and how they’re famous And how they’re getting put upon a pedestal Like they’re someone fucking special yeah whatever dude This shit is all the same and it’s driving me insane Cause I’m the one who’s special, well, that’s what my parents say
13.
Last Laugh 02:27
I’m the feeling of a millionaire spending a thousand grand The world is yours sitting in the palm of your hand Take a chance to advance no retreat keep your stance You had a vision but lost sight of life and it’s alternate plans That’s what’s up though, full of gusto I’m saying fuck no If Fortune favors the bold then I’m shipping a truck load Keeping it real staying true to myself I’m getting rid of anybody who ain’t good for my health I ain’t having it, life is too short for me to be slacking with Anybody fronting can hit the road and get traveling Your life is here so what the fuck do you fear Death is mingling around us and it only gets near What’s got you jumping out of bed was it something you read? If your passion’s lying dormant then start tapping the keg Get a move on put your shoes on and start stomping Cause one day you’ll turn around and realize that you’ve lost it Ain’t no time to recline with people lacking the divine Some want to rain on your parade throwing shade on your shine Opportunities arise every day you’re alive Yet so many let them pass consume excuses and lies What a travesty caught in a vicious cycle of apathy Pumping your system full of chemicals you don’t have to think Consuming media numbing your brain Activity isn’t accomplishment it isn’t the same Shit is tragic you had a choice and yet nothing happened So many people died to get what you threw in the trash bin Lacking passion yeah nothing is felt Living life as if you’re literally stuck in a well Get it together you letting is slide or making it better Life is slowly passing so fast this isn’t forever One day you’re here the next you’re not Mother nature laughs last yeah you must have forgot
14.
The Shore 02:19
I gotta keep the momentum going cause I Don’t want to get through life just by stumbling by Putting in the work daily sometimes it be getting crazy Feeling as if I am drowning wishing someone would come save me But I ain’t waiting cause I got to stay afloat I’m ‘a figure it out no matter where I go Moving through the choppy waters passing slow Lacking wind in my sail I’m ‘a paddle the boat What else would I do let myself slip into the abyss and get confused That’s not something I can do Just keep paddling towards the horizon And eventually you will see the shore of an island But is it the island that’s in your dreams? Or is it the product of someone else’s beliefs There is no doubt you will arrive time unraveling The question is, “Who’s map were you using to travel with?” Infinite horizon, the abyss is deep You can’t float forever, while you’re out at sea You must make a decision, what’s it going to be? Cause eventually you won’t have a choice and you will sink Nobody will come save you, sadly it’s too late to Now only the abyss awaits you So take advantage while you’re afloat Cause every day that passes is another hole in your boat
15.
Mimicry 02:12
The big swinging dick is dropping Hit the floor get ignored man I’m sick of talking Shut your mouth, watch your back, you spinning off the track Talking all that poison it’s annoying how you live with that? Shh! It’s rhetorical, there isn’t any more to know You think you’re special you’re unimportant though Look at you all surprised Thought you were an awesome guy, but you bought into a bunch of awful lies What a god damn shame You lost your mind and went off the chain Now you’re so fucking whack You could jerk off on a spine and ain’t no coming back Bro, you still here? I thought I made it real clear The dose is too potent for you it’s too pure You need to get a life Instead of trying to mimic all that shit you see online Instead of copying that shit on social media It doesn’t really matter, I know you think it does You believe there’s something to it so you try too hard to do it In the end you end up looking like a fucking doofus But I get it, one time I was being stupid Trying to keep an open mind while I listened to your music The cops showed up and I don’t blame them for being dicks And charging me with 1st degree possession of a piece of shit
16.
Nebulous 02:13
The shadows blanketed the moon A new earth awaits in the corner of a room 2 years today before the fate lead to doom It wasn’t really supposed to happen but it did and that’s the truth Hertz, electricity Nebulous obscured for the sake of specificity Getting it deferred was an issue from the start Until the shadows disappeared and left the light without a spark That’s fine, it didn’t need to be the case All that mattered was the pattern keeping everything in place What a joke unprepared ill-equipped Who thought it was a good idea to keep banging on this shit A boulder collapses due to loose sand At least that was the fabricated story at the news stand Too many gaps no one will ever know A lifetime of mystery forget the key and let it go Silence… agh! Transmission’s weak there’s a leak from the top Full throttle no stopping the machine kicked in gear Will it conquer the divide coincide getting near Zoom pass neck breaking speed Combing through the infinite beyond all complexity Time retrofitted, navigation lost Traversing in and out of hyper elements to pay the cost Return to the dust Catapulting is a matter of a space created thrust The superficial danger gives a dopamatic rush Half the galaxy was sleeping when the moon was covered up Let it be known to those who follow The fabricated policy will be no good tomorrow The path has been demolished and there’s nothing left to borrow If an effort has been made it was in vain and that’s a sorrow
17.
Jooked 01:28
Don’t, ever, turn your back It might be the last time that you see that jack You know how it always happens, you ain’t looking The gods rolled up had a laugh and got jooking No mistake it was you from the start Should have had a backup plan but you went with your heart No no, you can’t do that Otherwise you kiss the floor “ha yeah true that” Smoke fills the street lights pop on and leave Rats in the kitchen, tricks up the sleeve 9 in the hand, ounce in the crotch Don’t fuck around now or get that bitch ass tossed It’s time to get busy Emerge from the shadows while you wonder where is he Not knowing sneak up from behind One twist to the neck hit eject no rewind Thud, limp lifeless mud Off to the next no respect shit is tough Not for the timid, not for the scared Only for those forewarned and prepared The cycle keeps spinning Victim after victim while the psycho keeps grinning Tragic for the masses no relaxing it’s a business Keep your eyes on the horizon cause it happens with the quickness
18.
My Direction 01:58
4 pillars, none of them exist They got traded in some years back I sit and reminisce I see a lot of cliches even with my eyes closed Cookie cutter mother fuckers duplicating rhyme flows What else is knew? They do what they tell them to The rest of us just sit around and act like nothing else is cool Force fed garbage called horse shit Stuffing our faces like gimme some more of this Christ man gimme a break Take the corporate dick out of your mouth for God’s sake Shit is so whack I can’t laugh Removed the bandaid and started picking off the scab I’d give you a dollar to save your two cents Your opinion is worth about as much as my belly lint And even when I’m talking, bitching bout your face I don’t even place a value on the words that I say Not cause I don’t like them, see I do But when I complain it reminds me of you And I can’t stand your life it doesn’t sit well me I want to strangle myself man what else would it be? All these new fucks come out and you think that’s the shit Piggy backing off that real rap so whack unlegit But I’m just playing, it’s all a big joke Cause I really give a fuck that’s why I say it like I don’t
19.
Marked 02:00
Get in the car stop fucking around We need to ditch this where this shit can never be found Cause I ain’t trying to go back once was enough If we get caught I’m going out shooting like Set It Off That’s enough for tonite hush pipe it down Focus on the mission pay attention the time is now This ain’t a game, fuck the fame I got a family to feed bitch I’m here to get paid Who’s next on my list I got money to make You’ve been marked for removal there is no escape Neve feeling no remorse, this is your fate Tell Peter I said “Hi” when you get to the gates Pop goes the weasel, turn out the lights It’s so sad how I quickly turn your day to night And you never saw it coming, cause that’s how I do Felt a prick in your leg, didn’t have no clue I’m not always that nice, it can get messy But rest assured the job gets done so don’t test me Plot and scheme You had potential till I showed up and dropped your dreams Now you’re just rotten meat Erase your name from the books you are obsolete Shut your mouth, cause talk is cheap That’s why they pay me to make sure you do not speak
20.
Mentira 02:40
Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it What the fuck is you saying I said it was cool but you want to keep faking Like I don’t fucking know Bitch I’ve got a couple of eye balls in my skull You think I can’t see? No the truth is you don’t even bother to think This shit is funny I’m laughing so hard that I’m grabbing my stomach In a way I do love it Amused by the fact that you think it is nothing Confused pulling back not investing in someone Who won’t keep it real they’re afraid to lose something Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it What the fuck is you saying I said it was cool but you want to keep faking Like I don’t fucking know Bitch I’ve got a couple of eye balls in my skull You think I can’t see? No the truth is you don’t even bother to think This shit is funny I’m grabbing my stomach I’m laughing so hard that I think I’m a vomit In a way I do love it Amused by the fact that you think it is nothing Confused pulling back not investing in someone Who won’t keep it real they’re afraid to lose something But that’s how it is No need to complain I just move on with it I’m not even mad at the shit you are doing How could I be when it is so fucking stupid Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it I smile to myself Knowing I gotta bounce it’s not good for my health But god damn it was fun I’m walking away yeah we had good a run Getting wet and with penetration Loaded weapon up in your face and Sex incredible I can taste it But no more sweating the situation I wish it were different but clearly it’s not Having lots of fun but it must stop Respecting myself and my time For like a second I was going out of my miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinndddd Thanks for the lesson I no longer wonder cause I just accept it Move forward beyond all confusion and guessing A one syllable word yeah that means no stressing But that’s how it is No need to complain I just move on with it I’m not even mad at the shit you are doing How could I be when it is so fucking stupid Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it Bitch you is lying I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it I smile to myself Knowing I gotta bounce it’s not good for my health But god damn it was fun I’m walking away yeah we had good a run Getting wet and with penetration Loaded weapon up in your face and Sex incredible I can taste it But no more sweating the situation I wish it were different but clearly it’s not I’ve been having a lot of fun but it must stop Respecting myself and my time For like a second I was going out of my miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinndddd Thanks for the lesson I no longer wonder cause I just accept it Move forward beyond all confusion and guessing A one syllable word yeah that means no stressing
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Mash Out 02:30
You just fucked up my vibe I’m trying to get BeeGee’d I’m staying alive You walked in the place with the ugliest face What an utter disgrace please just leave man goodbye Damn, what is your problem Showing up to the club looking all lost and No fucking manners, not even one What the hell are you doing here up in this club? Somebody call the bouncer toss his ass out I’m bout to Billy Danz that ass man and start to mash out I won’t tolerate this shit, no fucking away Another word out that mouth and get punched in the face You got a crew? What they gonna do? I say one word and let all the animals loose Take a seat ho don’t act like a bitch Or I’m going to have to watch your face beat up my fist I said YOU get the fuck out Cause bitches like you ain’t allowed I said YOU get the fuck out Cause bitches like you ain’t allowed OK you do not listen You are still here and it’s making me pissed and You need to clean out your ears And listen when I say get the fuck out of here This your last chance man to have a little dance then Take your happy ass on a path to the exit The point of this song is that you don’t belong And there’s no fucking way that we’re getting along So get that body moving My henchmen are so fucking ready to do it I’m holding them back for the moment at least It’s your last chance to make a fucking exit in peace For bitches like you it’s never enough You think it’s funny to always be pressing your luck But now you’re getting your ass kicked Cause this ain’t a club it’s your funeral casket
22.
I woke up today Had a question for myself but didn’t know what to say So I got out of bed, looked in the mirror Started to reflect when the answer came clear It was different than I thought, not what I expected I appreciate the wisdom but I’ll probably forget it But I guess that’s the usual Forced myself in action but I didn’t want to do it though But ain’t nothing new It’s the same old same old same old same old same old Same old same old same old same old same old Same old same old same old same old same old same old groove I ain’t worried about the facts Cause when I go forward I ain’t going in reverse Got the pedal to the metal pushing back the urge to settle Shift in drive I’m ‘a thrive destination to get better A negative thought comes up and I ignore that I’m focused on two steps forward just like doormat Peep the format, check the method I’m in a pickle trying to relish my need to ketchup What an awkward position When they ask for advice and do not want to listen Cause when the sails start shifting I breeze through life while they get winded I’m committed till the ending In fact I even started before the beginning No pun, no intention Remind me of the time we… no forget it Oh just quit it stop acting like a herb It’s been blown out of proportion like my old school perm “That’s word” I’m trying to stay positive With a god shaped hole the size of an olive pit
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Nightly 02:23
Grab the mic slow, let the rhyme flow, that’s how I go Moving through the night in that hype zone The words come, help a few serve some That’s a watered down sound that you got man surfs up Check the method no regretting keep on stepping Never let another person interfere with what you’re getting Cause I’m a bet that, once you get that You’ll celebrate enjoy yourself and then it’s on to the next task God damn I’m inspired here attire Got me wanting to throw the towel in then retire I’m on fire I need to cool off, take my shoes off It’s a quality problem she complaining I’m taking too long World gone crazy, world gone mad History repeats itself this is a blast from the past Stuck in fear will it last? I don’t know do the math I’m so tired of taking shit that I no longer give a crap Beauty’s only skin deep but I can feel it in my feet Looking deep into your eyes mesmerized what a treat Letting go lose control road tripping with our souls Never separate get connected mad affection how it goes Taste the flavor, buzzing like a pager If the pain is still remaining let it shift to anger Evacuate first, nah go talk to strangers Running with a pair of scissors disregard for danger
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Invalid 02:18
I slay all day while you lay all day and make up excuses Afraid to get out there and play and to go for your goals and make something happen you won’t do it Cause you got a reason right give me a fucking break you wasn’t feeling right Give me the name of someone who’sn’t feeling right I don’t know anyone who isn’t feeling right Your bullshit’s invalid we get to the meat but then you want a salad You’re saying it’s difficult this ain’t a challenge man get it together and switch up your status Stop fucking complaining you ain’t the only who’s hit when it’s raining You’re no exception you’re just lacking the effort to put in the work do you hear what I’m saying? Clean out your ears and then open your eyes so you’re vision is clear This is your year, no it’s not it ain’t even your month man you stuck up in fear Aren’t you tired of waiting, making excuses always delaying Derping about thinking you gonna make it but all that happens is your life ends up wasted Look at you bitter, mad as fuck because you couldn’t get her Talking bout how you gonna get back cause she would not let you put your little dick in her Ah fucking hell, Jesus Christ man you’re something else Your product is garbage, nothing will sell, but that’s not my problem so fuck it oh well I could give you advice you won’t take it tho so it’s a big waste of time And I’ve squandered so much of my energy listening there’s no more contaminating my mind You gotta leave me alone I’m sorry homie but you’re on your own Figure it out for yourself cause you use me too much and this shit is just out of control No more holding your hand, think for yourself, be your own man Take a deep look in the mirror to see what you find and come up with your own fucking plan Drop the excuses recognize how they are so fucking useless Maybe then you’ll have a chance at succeeding but even then I really doubt you could do it
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Giddy up giddy up hop on the horse It’s a new day, time to progress on the course Of course it’s a struggle what’s it supposed to be Look at you hope and plead, this a joke me I just laugh while you try to do the math Thinking you’re getting rewarded at the end of the class On what planet are you living? Drop the pen and Realize all that you write you will forget it What was I saying? Something about meaningless information And that’s how we get them in the system And if anyone denies it then they come up missing Cliche generic I’m feeling embarrassed For rushing through my lyrics without thinking being careless But nothing matters really It’s all the same in the end if you’re mad or silly You can shatter ceilings, but after that What’s your plan of attack sit back and relax? No work no tax no school no facts Oh school yeah that don’t make me laugh Cause when you graduate You’re nearly worthless to the marketplace, what a farce and fake You get a crutch once they break your leg Congratulations for the error it’s your greatest mistake
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Salir (Lofi) 02:00
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Spent 02:31
I wanted to kill myself a week ago But now I’m feeling fine in fact I’m super happy, that’s how the sequence goes It’s a long road to travel but the ride is short sometimes the negativity hits me get me on life support What a fucking mess, overwhelmed under stress Try to look for the right move but only nothing’s left No puedo respirar pero tengo que ganar La vida se apesta pero que mas da? It’s a new day but it’s cloudy, I’m doubting I know the sun’s still shining just not around me What can I say I feel myself decay Checking in the mirror to see death reflected in my face I’m reminded, of the limited time that I get to spend before my life ends So I should probably spend it wisely But for now I guess I’ll fuck off and continue whining 27,000 days in the average lifespan I got like 13,514 left Shit freaks me out, that’s almost half But the question is what will I do with the math? Just relax and keep jerking my dick Or put my nose to the grindstone and work this shit? But see that’s part of the problem, extreme thinking Like dude just do the next thing in the sequence It’s not all or nothing so don’t get hung up on that dumb shit Doesn’t have to be this massive thing you just did Looking back I see the travesty of what if Laughing at the madness coming at me bout to jump ship I ain’t feeling nothing like a numb lip But results don’t care about my feelings so get it done quick Or I can bitch and whine But success only appears across the finish line
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Ouch 02:13
You don’t know, I don’t know, who does? I’m not here for a long time just a good time because Reasons I guess it’s the seasons To find the one that you love and say fuck off and leave’em Yeyuh, life comes and goes The only thing that’s consistent is who fucking knows In a jam like some toes, feeling young, looking old Sold the last discipline shit I’m out of control Get a hold of myself and if not get some help Otherwise no surprise in the closet with belt Hit the ground shit I failed, do I give up or prevail? It’s all the same inside the brain whether it’s heaven or it’s hell Ouch, I said “Ouch” Everybody in the room needs to get the fuck out! Shit I’m alone Once again on my own a series of episodes It’s like this until it isn’t Till the grim reaper’s creeping on an unexpected visit Till the candle wick is finished and the light has been diminished And the worst part of it all is that I didn’t get to finish Or did I? No I didn’t I know that for a fact cause I treat life just like a scrimmage Not alive I’m just existing close my eyes forget the vision Living for the sake of bitching hate the heat still in the kitchen
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Beneath 01:51
Scanned the scene saw a vision in between Looking back upon the future pre-defeat from the machines It was brutal, but no one would admit it Acting like it never happened it’s so tragic can’t forget it What a loss, reminders all around us Walking forward to the past beneath the trash is where they found us Hard to breathe, the light began to fade So much darkness fell upon us I could see beyond the grave No relief so many sacrificed to please The foreign enemy’s who breached intergalactic policies We tried to fight but it was no use no truce They tried to wipe us out and that’s the cold truth The death toll was rising Black smoke filled the air, where is the horizon? When it feels like there’s a fire under your eyelids No one’s raising up a hand to volunteer for their survival Let it pass buried deep beneath the trash A loud sound and then a flash large explosion bigger crash Mass destruction in an instant Collapsing structures prevented not a chance you can’t forget it It was a war without a battle Full of never ending shrapnel treating victims like they’re cattle No reprieve only decimation Stuck inside a living hell where there’s no heaven waiting
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John 02:21
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Su-tle 03:11
It’s alright mom I’m only bleeding nothing to fucking see it’s Part of the process to give it some f–cking meaning What you speaking? Chill, it’s the weekend Relax and have a good time don’t be going off the deep end I am the deep end, deep in some green tea steeped in Some hot water sin sweet shit Vibing high off the sick life I’m living no longer driven To ride my fucking mind into a future vision That you thought of, yeah, I didn’t think of it You think I would think of something so thoughtless you’s an idiot Resistant to mind control when the spine unfolds A lot of folks anticipate the afterlife they’re dying to know Oh, no sky dad for you so you laughing Yet I saw you running up to your big brother up cause you’s a bastard The nightmare is never over It only changes the mind that it’s taken over I don’t give a fuck, well I do I guess I just give less a fuck, to you The art is subtle like the b in the word Or it’s retarded and I’m being absurd You getting hung up on word like it’s hangman Pissed away your power over sounds and that’s a shame damn You had control but you lost it no worse you tossed it Swallowed by an emotional mosh pit You get one life and that’s all So when you smell an asshole don’t feel inclined to go into the bath stall Cause what to do if somebody’s rude Your responsible for your emotions not some other dude Poor baby I know it makes you more crazy You can’t see it’s your decision just listen to what I’m saying I’m not playing I’m really being for real For real, for real, for real “you got to chill”
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Obliv 02:45
When you reflect on the past, you can see the future It’s full of your present actions so pay attention to them If you know what you’re doing, you know where you’re going It isn’t a mystery when you see a river flowing So much confusion Is brought about because we don’t know what to do with Our free time and I know it seems like Nothing is important and that’s something I can’t deny I won’t say you’re not wrong But I’ll say there’s a better and a worse way to get along And if you focus on the former You’ll find that your life gets a little bit warmer And that’s dope cause it means we have control Take the reins, grab and hold, or if you want let them go We’re all here until we’re not Until the ashes get spread or we’re dead in a plot You act like a mortal in all that you fear Yet you think that it’s guaranteed you will be here You’ll get to it tomorrow cause right now you’re too busy But then life passes by and that’s it you’re just history And probably not even that A faceless nameless space beneath the grass Man it’s so brutal You had sufficient time but didn’t make it useful Wondering where did your youth go The same place that your age now is going to go Obscurity, oblivion So take advantage of the now or just forget it then Cause right now’s your chance man not some advanced plan Where you’ll live a life that you can’t stand So decide right now make the change Or do like everybody else and wait until it’s too late
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Ninish 01:24
I can’t stop procrastinating I need to do to something but I keep on waiting For what I don’t knooooooooooooooooooooo Ooooooooooooooo Cause I can do anything you can do better by rolling my tongue and that’s how Dunce cap, sad clown, I’m upfront you backdown You like watching me, in the mirror it’s a lot to see Olie olie oxyen free I cannot get on my feet, yes I’m lost it’s awful please Get me help I’m honestly, desperate and on my knees This one goes out to all the slackers Who work harder to stay lazy I salute you shit is crazy I’m addicted, to doing nothing “Yeah but that’s something,” shut up nobody asked you your opinion So annoying didn’t have to kill the poetry I hear a lot of laughter but this really ain’t a joke to me I’m feeling paralyzed, maybe I’m just scared of life This is important but I don’t care it’s fine What am I missing? My life feels like a doggy paddle in a bathtub that someone pissed in You see that shit get to sifting Lo and behold there is some gold, nope I’m kidding I’m a pro-crastinator And I’m going to finish this song… later
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Sparkling 02:41
I let it come, yum Licking my tongue, dripping, sipping up some Skeet skeet skeet water gun I’m in it to win till the job gets done Yes, I am committed I will not stop till she tells me to quit it I will keep going I won’t stop for no one She better tap out or her head is exploding Make her run for the hills She cannot take it, too many thrills Cup overflowing don’t care if it spills Stimulation, so many feels That’s how I do it Two fingers deep with a come hither movement She’s out of control and I want her to lose it White Tiger Tantra, give me that fluid Start slow, let it build So much screaming you’d think someone’s being killed I love it, I need it Appetite for seduction I must feed it I’m getting so thirsty Hit that g-spot till her waterworks bursting Out of control there’s nowhere to escape It’s an intimate shower all over my face I guess I’m being greedy I give it my all cause I find it so pleasing I talk to her walls and yes these ones are speaking They beg me to take out my tongue and start cleaning That’s just part of my greed I lick it all up till it’s sparkling clean I give it my best put that pussy to rest Tuck it up in the bed and then tell it sweet dreams
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Bones 01:39
Nowhere to hide didn’t know where to go So I went to the closet with skeleton bones Taking up most the space, collateral damage It’s too much to take now I’m up in a panic Who can I trust? Everybody’s suspicious it isn’t enough To know them from before the whole world went to pieces They show how their colors grow brighter with pretense There’s a fork in the road Literally you can see it erode It’s a relic of infinite souls Cause the past fills the future of stories untold Giving up early, quitting on time Late to the date but I pay it no mind Did not see what was coming, I must have been blind I don’t think there’s an exit success isn’t mine But I’m not even mad If it’s my time to go then let’s go make it happen Mercy was dealt In a puddle of sweat left me thirsty as hell Keep it clever and bold Those people do better when their head is controlled It’s all part of the show Make it look like it happened the facts never known
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Grip(e) 02:18
“But I don’t want to do it” Shit you think I do? Put in the work and take some action bitch ain’t nothing new It’s all the same nothing’s changed you got to pay your dues You acting lazy make excuses faking your confused But you’re not, you just don’t want to give it a shot It’s taking effort since when did complaining gain results? Lacking motivation what’s it matter finding quotes if … You can’t stay focused Brain running a mile a minute Trying to find the time that you squandered on doing stupid shit it’s A battle never won Life is finite so get your mind right before it’s gone Get it going, the passing days are like a river flowing Soon enough you’ll merge into obscurity it’s called the ocean Tossed about by your emotions Tried to grip’em but you slipin’ and you can’t control it Shit is tragic, your desires run your life You’ll expire full of strife, congratulations here’s your prize … Nothing And yet you cared about some shit you thought was something It’s laughable, but never is it a apparent How little this really means I mean think of your great grandparents And all of the shit they stressed about, where’d it get them? Did they live a better life cause right now I don’t think they’re living Relax, ain’t no need to be so negative It’s best to understand nobody gets to leave the premises Alive, stuck in fear you won’t survive Darkness is your fate so do not wait to make some light Just keep in mind it’s an illusion of the mind If you forget then I remind you’re living off some borrowed time Use it wisely cut the whining stay away from that This loan we’re calling life they’re ain’t no paying back
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Xmas Olé IV 05:47
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Leth (Lofi) 01:58
39.
Your Reality 02:30
Kick the hamster, tame the horse You want to gain? That’s what the pain is for A reminder, life is a bitch you’ll find her Pointing out your weakness, you must walk through fire What’s the alternative? Either way it’s hurt to live You want to lose? Or learn again? It’s a matter of perspective Cause ultimately you’re effected by what you let in The recourse of the average Is relying on excuses, and all are valid You’re going down with or without a fight Think you can or can’t, well either way you’re right Pain, oh the pain It hurts so bad how can I maintain? First of all, don’t try to get away Turn this trial into a triumph, the obstacle is the way Second, become a masochist The same door that keeps out fear keeps out happiness So don’t don’t lock it You got two choices: you want emotion or the progress? You only get one pick one One keeps you stuck while the other gets shit done Winners see failure as our friend so go all in We learn to walk by falling
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Forget It 02:29
Work smarter not harder shut the fuck up you retarded No offended life is precious no it isn’t Shit’s a dime a dozen everybody dead alive who wasn’t Got your name up on a sign and yet it’s all for nothing So many names can be seen on the street But nobody pays attention to who it could be Or what it could mean, but so what it’s in our nature For the brain to label it as fucking wallpaper Don’t believe me, check in your wallet Without looking at that $10 can you tell me who’s on it? Without looking at the $100 could you tell me who’s on it? If you said a president ignorance you are flaunting Household names are the same Beethoven what he’d play? The piano yeah OK Worthless fact, what a waste, we decide it’s a choice To pay attention or go deaf to all the fucking noise Signs, bricks, and bridges Stake claim with your name but they’ll just forget it Towers, buildings, and benches Your name may remain but they’ll just forget it I went to grade school, 8 years The guy it was named after, ain’t here What a pity a situation so sad If I was asked to talk about him I couldn’t tell you a fact The ego screaming, begging please Doing everything it can for its legacy But no one’s looking and likely missed it So your name might as well just be a hieroglyphic It’s plain and simple your name is made of symbols That are containing info you came and went though So what is left after death Just a bunch of characters in a plaque on a bench On the ground in a brick, no cares or gives a shit Stepping on your petty name without regard for what it is And the memories fade life leaves you behind Now your name is just meaningless words on sign Signs, bricks, and bridges Stake claim with your name but they’ll just forget it Towers, buildings, and benches Your name may remain but they’ll just forget it
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iRoll 02:00
I have to let go and I hate it But I can’t continue feeling so frustrated She wanted control and I needed my freedom That’s not how I roll if they won’t join you then leave’em It was a nice little run Had some cool memories man damn I had fun But fun ain’t enough and it sucks to be guessing What caused her to shift and withdraw her affection Every day something new Old problems emerge and the wall comes unglued Tho it wasn’t my problem I stood there and listened Until she began to place on me conditions That’s not how I roll I don’t want to own nor be controlled I would if I could but I can’t so I couldn’t No more feeling guilty for something I shouldn’t God damn I felt like I was punished for the person I am Our lifestyles were different But I never made any efforts to limit That’s not how I roll All I care is she happy and comfortable It’s my only concern you see that is my metric The rest is a salad under all the dressing Myself can’t express it Was dying inside constant catching my breath and I tried to be patient but I am no savior Could not get down with her controlling behaviors I’m sad but so what Enough is enough when enough is too much See the wound has been closed cannot open again And be at the mercy of emotional whims
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Until 02:54
It’s like this until it isn’t Till the doorbell rings from an unexpected visit No need for asking who is it The sound of the bell is enough to wake the living But nothing really changes Just a momentary lapse then go back to do the same shit Like it never happened Our minds are quick deny forget it’s not a factor Like it doesn’t matter, but it does You waited too long, it’s too late time is up There’s no going back nor going forward The light gets dim near the end of your world But see life will continue, it doesn’t stop It leaves you behind like the rest of the crop You tried to play it safe but what’s it matter now? Even those in the shallow end still drown Yeah you blew it You thought it would matter so you didn’t do it You didn’t take that action, you pissed away your little passion in exchange for fucking comfort yeah but look what happened? Nothing Afraid of death but it’ll happen anyway so go do something You tried and lost But at least you made an effort to defy the odds But at least you took a swing at the fictitious enemy You got knocked down but got back up and stayed the course inside the ring Until the bell hits and well it’s Not your decision who is winning there is no belts to give We all take a loss You wore your fear like a badge of honor and still had to take it off So how’d that serve you? Now that you’re just a fading memory and worm food
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Rent’s in the mail, lunch in my stomach Life is a joke so I make fun of it But nature laughs last That’s not a joke just a cold hard fact No need to stress, no need to worry No need to rush even if you’re in a hurry You don’t see nature running, and it all gets done in A matter of time, 100 Percent, I didn’t forget I am speaking from the privileged position that I am in Man I am thankful With even more reasons to be grateful And yes, this too shall pass But for now god damn it I’m glad I’m so damned fortunate And selfish, I want to get more to give Dive to the vibe, sink to the beat Let it relax you into your seat Flowing over your body Get up and dance like nobody’s watching Cause nobody isn’t Even if they are they’re only pretending No need to limit Yourself over somebody else’s opinion And that is the secret You can be free if you’ll only release it Let the others get crushed By social pressures that people made up To keep you at bay You’ll find the pot of gold, when you walk away Nature laughs last but she won’t pull tricks If you plant pumpkin seeds pumpkins what you get
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Sour Hour II 01:50
One song a week, 4 songs a month 200 tracks and nobody gives a fuck The world keeps sleeping on a bed of my rhymes In 50 years from now they’ll be like he’s ahead of his time At least that’s what I tell myself It helps me get to sleep, but if they don’t fuck it oh well I’ll be dead by then a rot decaying specimen Long forgot to never hear my name again No one I know exists to notice it All memories have faded I’ve gone the way of some Coco shit But I guess that’s how it happens You spend some time alive and the rest is in a casket You return to the earth With your bullshit little music that no one has ever heard Covered in dirt full of piss and shit on top of it I swear I am not bitter I think that should be obvious I take the blame it’s not your fault that you ignore me I know you’re just so busy and you wish you could support me I also know you fuck around and waste your time on stupid shit And yet it’s just too much to ask for you to add me to the list My songs be like 2 minute shit You squandered an hour doing nothing up on the internet And I know you got your show You wouldn’t ever think of missing “Buck you got to let that go” But do I tho? I’m so sick of the excuses Why everybody’s so busy they can’t listen to my music I mean I get it you don’t really want to listen My goal isn’t to force you it’s truly your decision All I’m saying is it don’t take a lot to play’em So just keep it real admit it those excuses you can save’em I’m not bitter, honest to god You’ll listen to my music when I’m dead, probly not
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Sí Mamo 02:21
Qué dijiste? No oí nada Estaba ignorándote abajo de la cama Tu buscas drama Conmigo no te metas guárdalo pa’ tu mama Y que más? por qué tu te quejas? No soy una esponja para tus problemas La vida es la vida Es un dicho de Buck Bowen exclusiva Me pongo a sonreír Cuando escucho tu voz pero no quise decir Cuál es tu reto? Mejor no digas nada se discreto O la gente va a reir Es algo muy feo pero hay que reducir Ese tipo de personas Y enfocate en las cosas mas chingonas Qué puedo hacer? Mi pantalón levanto como un amanecer No te preocupes No es un problema, sólo si es lunes Qué fruta disfrutas? Prefiero sin piel, me gusta No quiero que me busques Pero puedes encontrarme en las nubes Volando, averiguando Yo se cómo, no se cuando Solo déjame en paz Tú deberías saber no soy como los demás Así es, tu no lo ves Que estas pensando prefieres el estrés? Yo no por eso desarrollo Una pasión difícil de romper como un coco
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El Consejo 02:37
Sal de mi cara Qué estás buscando te gusta el drama? Nada más pido que no traigas nada La neta yo rimo las mismas palabras Pero me vale verga, tengo que irme, lo siento cerca A mis piernas, cuándo la bestia se despierta Cuidado mojado te acordarás que tú has olvidado Yo no puedo seguir tan manipulado no tengo paciencia vete a otro lado No hay ningún problema La vida a veces es una condena Tú comes el postre antes de la cena Y no sabes por qué tú sientes flojera? Yo ya llegué, abre la puerta porfa mírame La situación es rara yo sé pero hay que intentar yo decidiré En el futuro cuándo mis pensamientos sean maduros Ahora no puedo pensar en cosas que me dan miedo es un rincón obscuro Por lo menos no quiero sólo porque a veces soy culero Como cuándo me quejo y me veo como tú en el espejo Mira tu reflejo, no ves un hombre, ves un pendejo Cállate eres un tonto complejo por qué no escuchas el pinche consejo? Así es viejo, es importante, lo que yo tengo No entiendes es un poco perplejo no hablo de nada ves es un secreto No pido disculpa, no te culpo pero sí es tu culpa Tu mamá se preocupa cuándo el esperma vuela como una catapulta
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Tengo rimas, tienes lágrimas Que vergüenza, que lastima Te rindes? No me asocio con alguien que no tiene lindes Me levanto, despierto Digo la verdad no es cierto Realmente no es nada Pero de dónde brinco si la ventana está cerrada? Dónde esta el techo? Con permiso, buen provecho La vida es un juego Voy a terminarla pa’ comenzarla de nuevo Dame chance, es mi turno Pues olvídalo, soy taciturno No voy a tirar la toalla La batalla he ganado y la guerra aún no falla Tengo rimas, tienes lágrimas Que vergüenza, que lastima Te rindes? No me asocio con alguien que no tiene lindes Renuncio, ya me voy Te veo en un rato sabes dónde estoy Tocándome, ey relájate Tranquilo mi amigo solo estoy bromeando güey Por qué eres súper serio? Te ves como mi ano ese es mi comentario Amargado, sin embargo Nos importa una mierda de tu día largo Yo sé que eres el único Por lo menos en tu mundo que infortunio No te miro para darme un respiro Tu cara me cansa mucho y me siento muy vacío
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Reloj 02:21
I’m looking at my skin like fuck The winter is coming, soon enough time is up I came in with the wind going out with the dust The past and future are not real why is the now never enough? Yet it’s all that we have And we piss it all away like the supply is coming back But the truth is that it’s infinite the problem is we’re not One day you’re riding high and then the very next you’re in a plot Covered in obscurity The memories fade as earth flushes its impurities And that’s the way it’s always been It isn’t going to change maybe the duration but that’s it Once you retire that’s when you’ll really live But your years are few and plus your body’s gone to shit No one to blame except the fact you didn’t plan You never hit the court instead you chose to stay up in the stands You’d rather take a nap, then hit the mat Punching on a your pillow ‘stead of dishing them back You say you’ll get to it later, I doubt it no question Neglect is a disease and it starts as an infection You are no exception In fact you’re the epitome of failure as a lesson All time is being borrowed And you lost your profit cause you had no interest in tomorrow
50.
Not Much 02:29
In 10 years you will arrive Will it be your plan or someone else’s design You can ignore it, but trust me it’ll happen You can be the one crying or the one laughing Do you push through the muck Or toss in the towel when you’re down on your luck? Every day decision made when there’s rain on your parade Do you persist or do you cave this is important it’s your fate Nobody’s waiting to help You got to make an opportunity and take it yourself You got to peel back the fabric of reality Assert your own mentality pursuing your dreams it’ll be challenging So many naysayers Just sitting on the bench yeah them play it safe haters Most will laugh and point Till you’ve got to the top then they ask to join Motivation is like bathing It isn’t done once, it’s recommended daily You got to maintain, take aim Hit the ground running full force like freight train Who’s going to stop you? The man in the mirror is the one you need to watch dude Cause often his limits Are based on the beliefs of someone else’s opinions I didn’t mean to offend 
I just didn’t realize you were going to commit You were going to take the chances and suffer the risks You’d be the one to figure it out when nothing made sense It’s really easy from the side lines To sit there and judge and to criticize my life How about you pipe down Watch me play to hit a home run while you play to not strike out
51.
1sty 02:00
Honesty isn’t the policy You claim you need it but don’t even want it see Told me to give I gave it got mad looked away and Acted like I did it to make you frustrated What did you want me to say huh? Should I just lie to your face huh? I should have just lied to your face huh It’s all the fucking same huh? Oh well nothing matters Flip the page another chapter Fuck crying better laughter I wish you the best ever after I’m not bitter, not a quitter God forbid I did not forget her Quicker, lesson is gonna be learned Should I tell them the truth or just let them all burn? Yeah, reconsider the approach Yeah, they don’t even wanna know Yeah, they’ll be pissed either way Yeah, man this whole shit is a joke Yeah, if I lie you hating it I told the truth you hated it Honesty what’s the benefit? Make up your mind girl take ya pick Are you offended hold up hold up What the fuck is this? You gotta be kidding What? Oh you the victim Thinking ‘bout the shit, popping off the top Livid in my skin, can’t get over it Lose control again, need a change of thought Same old same cannot, get a hold of it Let it go it’s gone, that shit left for dumb No more messing up, time to bless it up, ugh I don’t wait for it Find the right price I’m going to pay for it Ugh, keeping it moving approving them Raising the level improving them Mexico been so damn good to me Quality problem living the dream
52.
The Knock 02:47
To live the dream you need to wake up You can stay asleep but trust in me it ain’t much I don’t negotiate with chance I only say what Is the next step to take and then I take them Opportunity was knocking, you didn’t get up Said you had a valid reason but that it isn’t enough It rang the doorbell too, you’d rather sit on your thumb It even tapped upon the window but the blinds you just shut How you think it’s supposed to happen? It just falls into your lap while you’re just fucking off and relaxing? Like your reward for being passive Is some massive success cause your laziness is attractive? Are you listening to this madness? Cause I’m talking about your life and how you’ve pissed away these chances Yeah you had a valid excuse And everybody would agree but what the fuck did they lose? They didn’t miss the opportunities, shots at success How do you sleep knowing that you didn’t give it your best? How do you wake up content to be mediocre? I’d rather suffocate to death in someone’s body odor To live the dream you need to wake up You can stay asleep but trust in me it ain’t much I don’t negotiate with chance I only say what Is the next step to take and then I take them To live the dream you need to wake up You can stay asleep but trust in me it ain’t much Why you negotiate with chance that’s insane bruh I only ask the next steps and then I take them Soon you will arrive, but who’s in command? Is your destiny designed by someone else’s hands? Are you working to fulfill somebody else’s plans? How much longer will you tolerate it take a stand Or stay seated, it’s your choice believe it Either way you are responsible if you’re defeated You also get the credit whenever you are succeeding So are you going to wake the fuck up or go back to sleeping? Cause fortune is a woman Who will let herself be won by those bold enough to pursue her She don’t respect the cautious Nor does she give the time of day to any timid offers So what’s your plan stand idly by While your pathetic life passes like hello and goodbye? You can do it but it ain’t that fun You see decision weighs ounces but regret weighs a ton To live the dream you need to wake up You can stay asleep but trust in me it ain’t much I don’t negotiate with chance I only say what Is the next step to take and then I take them To live the dream you need to wake up You can stay asleep but trust in me it ain’t much Why you negotiate with chance that’s insane bruh I only ask the next steps and then I take them

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released April 16, 2020

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