1. |
Now My Intent's
01:52
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Now my intent’s to dispense with some sick shit like diarrhea
I try to be a nice MC but
MCs try to perpetrate, and I’ve tried to gain patience
But, is it really worth the wait?
I’ve never worked a day that I’ve enjoyed
And that might be the reason why I’m not employed
Why’ve I destroyed microphones that I don’t own?
Shit I don’t know
Surprise I’m home have you made dinner yet?
A Dear John letter plus the baby sitter left, damn
These words are probly a murmur
Who said you can’t buy happiness? I just bought me a hooker
I’m a naughty booger, a slimy little snot
I probly get no women cause I got a tiny– STOP!
Here hold that thought, it ain’t safe for me
I’ll use your grandpa’s funeral casket to go wake boarding
So your girl’s got divine devotion
If your dick was a can opener you couldn’t get her thighs to open
Cause I’m Buck Bowen
Uh, I just forgot my lyrics… sike I’m joking
Rhymes are wrote’n then thrown over dope beats
And when you get on the mic it’s like No Doubt Don’t Speak
Leave me alone please I don’t want to be bothered
Cause I get lifted like sitting opposite the fat kid on a teeter totter
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2. |
Gassed
03:06
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Going into battle with nothing more than a fucking thought
Psycho logic got me manipulated to take a loss
But that ain’t happening, I’m coming back with massive shit
Circumnavigating the system there ain’t no trapping this
At 36 I’ve calmed down
But I’ll damn if I let the plan hit the sand so don’t fuck around
Ain’t no relaxing it’s stick and move attacking shit
You’re so full of shit and don’t even know the half of it
Blut blut blouw!
Bomb dropping out of nowhere turned your life upside fucking down
So what you gonna do? Let it get you off your cool?
Running to the pad feeling sad get a fucking clue
It’s warfare motherfucker
Ain’t nothing fair no one cares but your mother
And even that chic don’t really give a shit
She just got to say she do so you don’t cry like a little bitch
Stand clear, the future is here
Everybody busy planning motivated by fear
But I ain’t sitting up here waiting for the smoke to clear
I’m gonna forge a fucking path no relaxing this year
I got a life to live, mic to grip, what the fuck’s the price of it?
Print me out the tab, grab the cash I’m a buy this shit
That’s the cost of the success
You spend your day finding ways to fuck off and do less
What a tragedy, you little bitches ain’t no match for me
I’m running fucking laps round the track bitch you can’t compete
Elite pro level shit
While you sitting at home eating a bowl full of dicks
God damn, you think you can compare?
I think you need to realize your fucking never coming near
Cause I’ve been putting in the work while you’ve been looking like a derp
Your shit is suck, give it up, I’ve had enough that’s my fucking word
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3. |
Without a License
02:04
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Bitch, stop fucking around
You wanna piss away the day because no ones around
You wanna fuck off feeling lazy
Like it’s gonna happen maybe
No it isn’t get your ass of the couch quit bullshitting
What the fuck you think this isn’t?
A god damned scrimmage for your life before live it? Hey did it?
Ever occur that you will never recur
When you’re long gone and dead in the dirt?
Yeah, but you were busy jerking off
Hoping it would happen but it didn’t so you cursed the gods
Blaming everyone around you like they played a fucking role
In all your dumb ass decisions lacking self control
You need check yourself doop, fuck your excuse
God damn wanna puke, man that’s Word to mom Duke
What a disgrace
You make me wanna tie an anchor to my leg and jump in a lake
What up? Oh you thought I left?
Bitch I’m a be here forever I don’t sleep I don’t rest
I don’t take no fucking naps, does it looks like I relax
I survive off of stress, ain’t no test I can’t pass
I’m a fucking keep it moving, show and proving
Song after song track beat I’m producing
Flip off the top don’t stop how I do shit
Honey boo boo special juice getting loose it’s
Just another day at the factory
Trying to work around these no skill having whack mcs
Every damn day of my life
On my knees begging god please stay off the mic
But that shit ain’t happening
They keep on rapping it’s
Part of the fabric the masses they ask for it
Man fuck this I’m out
I’m shit inside your ear so you can hear how it sounds
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4. |
Plz Stop
02:40
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I freak with the skill to kill you know I’m on a mission
Putting whack MCs on the burner in the kitchen
Yo, I’m going wild letting loose when I’m busting
Popping off the top at all these rappers that be… bluffing
Yeah I can’t wait to hit’em
Sneaking up behind without a sign is how I get’em
Forbidden, you have been from spitting on the rhythm
I thought you learned your lesson but it’s clear you do not listen
Cause it is, paramount that I dismount your mental
I’m pulling the plug ain’t no love from the get-go
These rappers, they better know it
I’m bringing the heat so they best to get the lotion
And protective gear, you step in fear, god damn
The more you talk the less I hear
But that’s the story of my life
Filled with a bunch of fucking rappers that be boring on the mic
Back for round 2, it’s not about you
It’s all about you and you’re clown around crew
You say you get the props, but I think not
The best advice I could give is pl pl please stop
On the mic you want to get respect
Then do us all a favor man and give it a rest
Put the mic down, right now, shut up, pipe down
Go away, get off the court and take a time out
Your shows are not an event
When it’s only your family and a posse of friends
And they don’t want to be there but they want to be nice
So they let you ruin their day and take up their time
Yeah that’s how I feel
About these rappers air quotes “keeping real”
That’s how it’s going
A day in the nightmare of Buck Bowen
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5. |
Hectic
02:20
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I sit around all day fucking off
Trying to find distractions for the madness as if nothing’s wrong
But it is, the clock is ticking something’s got to give
I’m gonna realize too late the day has came and went
Fucking worm food so much for your truth yeah where’d it get you?
All that shit you thought important has been discontinued
Just a black abyss, like when you fall asleep but you ain’t coming back from it
Like when the lights go off but there’s no way to grab the switch
You think isn’t gonna happen
Acting like you are immune and yet the moment passes
And that’s it, just a bunch of ashes
Synonymous with all the shit that’s in the trash bin
If I had half a mind I’d probly blow my brains out
But I’m too fucking smart so I’ve decided I should stay round
And put myself thru hell with all the thoughts I sit and dwell
It’s hard to rock the fucking boat without no wind up in the sail
I will prevail, I’ve been saying that for 30 years
And nothing’s fucking changed except the god damn time
The sun rises, sun sets, no surprises, none left
It’s the same old story told with different breath
And you think you’re something special, yeah whatever
Soon enough you’ll be forgotten the memories’ lost forever
So get a grip the clock is tocking watch it tic
If you just let the present slide your future’s gonna slip
You’re so far behind barely off the starting line
You had some hope but it’s too late now you’re all out of time
Death is on its way, it’s coming over
You pissed your life away there’s nothing left it’s fucking over
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6. |
The Iz
02:55
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I’m not bitter, I’m not mad
I’m not depressed, I’m not sad
I’m not unhappy, I’m just fine
Trust me I just look this way all the time
I woke up today
No that’s it I just woke up
Nothing really happened after that as a matter fact
What’s the point of getting out of bed if you’re coming back?
“Well, see it’s—“ dude it’s rhetorical
You don’t need to chime in with an answer, of course I know
So let me do my thing
I trade my vocal cords just to be able to sing
Por tu maldito amor
…
The walls like to laugh at me
No interest in a lack of sleep, call it napathy
See I laugh to keep from crying ain’t no lying
So much going on it’s crazy people killing people dying
But I got to give it a rest
Marauding through the night with a tribe called quest
I’m not bitter, I’m not mad
I’m not depressed, I’m not sad
I’m not unhappy, I’m just fine
Trust me I just look this way all the time
Oh, wait am I on?
…
I’d love to throw in the towel
But the washer’s so full there’s no room for it now
And I could do it by hand
But I don’t want to take a loss, when I could give a damn
When I could give a crap, when I could give a hoot
When I could give it up, no wait no I no
Why it got to be like that
I’m on the Pharcyde of life trying to reel it back
Grab the fabric of reality and peeled it back
Took the hand that I was dealt, and dealed it back
I’m on track like a train
Off road no terrain hot dog on the brain
So please stop bitching
And if you can’t take the heat get your ass away from the source hotness
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7. |
Breezin
02:46
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No complaints, life is good
I mean I could but what would that do
I breeze through the day with ease check myself in the mirror
“You are the one,” I say when I’m faced with fear
I got to keep it moving, I got to keep it going
I got to keep it uh uh uh uh Buck Bowen
All day, every way, 365
Dancing out of bed I’m really feeling alive
With the vibe of this beat no retreat keep stacking
No holding back and so relaxing
Maxing out cooling that is the rule and
Learn every day of life I’m a student
On the hunt for some time to kill
Calm and collected is how I feel
I came to entice and thrill
I mellowed out now and got a license to chill
I’m throwing in the towel, I’m just playing
Cause when I’m on the mic there won’t be no… delaying
I’m on point like a needle
Sharp as tac don’t need to repeat it
Cruising through the day without a care for any pain
Cause anything that I could say it doesn’t matter anyway
I’m chilling, cold cold chilling
If the day ran away then you better go get it
Time keeps slipping, I keep sliding
Where did my life go? Why is it hiding?
Peek a boo, I see you
I need to get off my b-u-
T-t and seize the day it’s OK if I don’t make it all the way
Cause it’s the effort that I’ve made
No need to deal with the stress
Cause right about now I feel real blessed
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8. |
Dissonant
01:54
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The bullet came through glass smash no one knew
Look behind couldn’t find what happened no clue
Dodge left dodge right, hit the gas run the light
Got to go got to get need to dip shit ain’t right
I don’t know, you don’t either, ricochet off the speaker
Ain’t a game to be played, real life full feature
Cinema dilemma uh there’s blood on the seat
Red and blue lights flashing take a turn off this street
Find cover for a moment let the drama blow over
Intoxicated demons and they need to be sober
Let it pass, keep it low uninvolved
Cover tracks, then relax mystery unsolved
Represent, not lost in lament
Toss off let them hit, no cost to commit
Package arrived intact no surprise
Till seal got broken no hope to survive
It’s a practice, not recommended for the average
It takes a certain person to work through this madness
Pop pop it went off didn’t stop
Kept going till the last of the staff fell off
I don’t know, and neither did they
It’s a routine so unique no one ever complained
Let it go, keep it lax uninvolved
Play it safe, no trace, mystery unsolved
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9. |
She's Not Your Toy
03:22
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She ain’t your toy, she ain’t my toy, she her own
She does whatever she wants with her body that isn’t something that’s within your control
I celebrate it you bitter mad straight hella hating
She need no boss, no delegating let her live her life stop trying to cage it
What the fuck are you thinking that shit that you’re saying I cannot believe it
You really believe that you’re doing her a favor by acting possessive oh you’re trying to save her?
Damn, I didn’t know you’re a white knight so commendable
You “know” what’s best, she needs your help, but the truth is she doesn’t though
Back the fuck up no one asked your opinion dawg you’ve said enough
She’s an adult, you’re not her father, nor babysitter but I know that you want to
Try to change her, so insecure with a fearful nature
You could support her but you’re just a hater she is a free agent you cannot contain her
Such a fantastic guy, you tell yourself, what a massive lie
Taken drastic measures, controlling efforts, your jealousy you need to pacify
Bro you got to get rid of it it isn’t cool man it’s getting ridiculous
She’s independent no need for your little dick who she is fucking is none of your business
She’s not a possession, not your property, not an investment
If you think that she is then you have a problem and you need to go check it
She’s not a possession, not your property, not an investment
If you think that she is then you have a problem and you need to go check it
What can ya do? So many douche bags thinking they’re cool
Guys be talking about how they fucked a girl, and I’m like bruh she fucked you too
It’s kind of pathetic, you think it’s a victory for you to get it
No wonder you’re treating women like they’re second class citizens it’s so god damn unimpressive
And when you don’t get your way you want to act all sulky and just complain
And then you get aggressive and start to shame are you out of your mind that is fucking insane?
What the fuck is your problem, she is a human, she’s not an object
That isn’t obvious to you for some fucking reason but really dude you need to stop it
This shit is tragic, her beauty’s not an excuse for harassment
You must be stuck in the past feeling entitled to make unwelcome sexual advances
Cat calling for what? You think you’re special, but you are not
You are just one of the many idiots she will encounter while out on a walk
It’s a fucking cancer, dealing with you and your troubled manners
You can fuck whoever but when she does you want to try to shame yeah that’s a double standard
Look at you mad and upset, cause she out there having casual sex
You got no position to say shit so quit it her body her rules don’t you ever forget
She’s not a possession, not your property, not an investment
If you think that she is then you have a problem and you need to go check it
She’s not a possession, not your property, not an investment
If you think that she is then you have a problem and you need to go check it
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10. |
Party House
02:58
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4 in the morning the party’s still going won’t nobody stop
And it’ll keep going despite if the neighbor’s are calling the cops
And that’s how we do every weekend’s the same but the party is new
New, new, you cannot beat us so you better us join us go ‘head bring a crew
Everything you need at your fingertips cocaina weed
We got it all yeah alcohol MDMA, shrooms, LSD
We be making a fuss, downing shots, taking a puff
Living the dream, having the time of our lives yet the neighbors be hating on us
Jealous haters they always mad cause we celebrating
We balling hard, we getting loud if you have a problem then oh well’s what I’m saying
That’s how we do, if you don’t like, too bad for you
We came to party let’s get this shit started please don’t feed the animals this is a zoo
Party house party house going ape shit cause we’re throwing down
Party house party house you ain’t about it then get the fuck out
Party house party house going ape shit cause we’re throwing down
Party house party house you ain’t about it then get the fuck out
We back for more, “Hey keep it down someone’s at the door”
Man we do not give a fuck cause we be living it up until somebody’s crashing the floor
We out of our minds, zombie apocalypse it’s no surprise
We’re coming for blood, you better hide, cause if you don’t join us we’ll eat you alive
You don’t want to be, one of those people, we don’t want to see
We do not take negativity lightly so get it together or quick hit the exit please
Only positive vibes, if you ain’t bout it then you won’t survive
Do us a favor don’t be like our neighbors by crashing the party to ruin the vibe
Cause we don’t need it, try to battle us you’ll get defeated
Got some bullshit to say please do not speak it, why are you working man this is the weekend
There’s no more to say if you don’t like the party stay the hell away
Cause we don’t need a bitch who is throwing a fit while we’re feeling ourselves get the fuck out the way
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11. |
Going Places
02:44
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I seen ya face, I ain’t like
So I turned from the mirror shut off the light
I’m just playing, I love myself
I would say it’s all your fault but you ain’t even on my radar
My dick stays hard for so fucking long
I need anti-viagra to get it to calm
Down down down down down
Jog with a circle, running around
Nothing profound, so what’s it about?
If it’s Wednesday you can probly find me humping around
Trouble’s what you’re about, you’re saying something aloud
You talking trash then I’m going to have to take a dump in your mouth
So sick and tired of it all
That I swear to god I’m taking me a trip this fall
I’m going places, so impatient
I’m feeling born again, yeah cold and naked
My goal in life’s to find a reason to die for
The moon is shinning but it doesn’t have it’s own light source
I’m feeling drained, in the gutter
My dad pissed me off so I called him a mother fucker
It’s all a farce, nothing’s real
If seeing is believing what’s the point of touch and feel?
It’s just a ride, one that’s going to end
So I’m going to make a post on how it’s best to just pretend
Oh, you thought it really mattered
You thought you’d get rewarded if you just obeyed your masters
What a disaster, such a shame
You think that homeless man is crazy but you’re just as insane
Have you listened to your thoughts?
Nothing profound the only difference is he’s not afraid to say them out loud
But we all pretend we’re normal, trying to hide the nervous tick
Rushing home to numb our minds with fucking bread and circuses
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12. |
Your Face
02:13
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I’m gonna kill ya face
No more joking man I’m taking aim
Should I put this little barrel or perhaps the bow and arrow
Up against your fucking head to make this shit apparent?
Sure, I didn’t need to curse
But it makes me sound authentic when I spit a verse
Kinda how you sound retarded when you’re mumbling that garbage
Smelling like a fucking hairy ugly arm pit
I seen your face and I still want to kill it
But the situation’s screwed so it’s best I drill it
Like that dude in the movie Pi
When I contemplate your death I could truly cry
When I think about your suffering there’s never not enough for me
Imagining your death is such a luxury
But I’m going to relax and watch some office space
And think about the joy of ripping off your face
Shit, I need to chill
Cause tearing off your face is what I’m thinking still
You may think I’m obsessed
But the truth is yeah of course are you an idiot?
Do I need to be this vulgar, do I need to be so pissed
Well answer me this question does your fucking face exist?
Ok, so you know how I feel
I told you shit is screwed and I’m ‘a have to grab the drill
Sh sh sh sh shh, just let it happen
I’ve been waiting for this moment with a fucking passion
I’ve been waiting for this moment my whole life
And I’ll openly admit it’s feeling so right
Jesus what the fuck am I saying?
I’m just bitter bout the rappers and how they’re famous
And how they’re getting put upon a pedestal
Like they’re someone fucking special yeah whatever dude
This shit is all the same and it’s driving me insane
Cause I’m the one who’s special, well, that’s what my parents say
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13. |
Last Laugh
02:27
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I’m the feeling of a millionaire spending a thousand grand
The world is yours sitting in the palm of your hand
Take a chance to advance no retreat keep your stance
You had a vision but lost sight of life and it’s alternate plans
That’s what’s up though, full of gusto I’m saying fuck no
If Fortune favors the bold then I’m shipping a truck load
Keeping it real staying true to myself
I’m getting rid of anybody who ain’t good for my health
I ain’t having it, life is too short for me to be slacking with
Anybody fronting can hit the road and get traveling
Your life is here so what the fuck do you fear
Death is mingling around us and it only gets near
What’s got you jumping out of bed was it something you read?
If your passion’s lying dormant then start tapping the keg
Get a move on put your shoes on and start stomping
Cause one day you’ll turn around and realize that you’ve lost it
Ain’t no time to recline with people lacking the divine
Some want to rain on your parade throwing shade on your shine
Opportunities arise every day you’re alive
Yet so many let them pass consume excuses and lies
What a travesty caught in a vicious cycle of apathy
Pumping your system full of chemicals you don’t have to think
Consuming media numbing your brain
Activity isn’t accomplishment it isn’t the same
Shit is tragic you had a choice and yet nothing happened
So many people died to get what you threw in the trash bin
Lacking passion yeah nothing is felt
Living life as if you’re literally stuck in a well
Get it together you letting is slide or making it better
Life is slowly passing so fast this isn’t forever
One day you’re here the next you’re not
Mother nature laughs last yeah you must have forgot
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14. |
The Shore
02:19
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I gotta keep the momentum going cause I
Don’t want to get through life just by stumbling by
Putting in the work daily sometimes it be getting crazy
Feeling as if I am drowning wishing someone would come save me
But I ain’t waiting cause I got to stay afloat
I’m ‘a figure it out no matter where I go
Moving through the choppy waters passing slow
Lacking wind in my sail I’m ‘a paddle the boat
What else would I do let myself slip into the abyss and get confused
That’s not something I can do
Just keep paddling towards the horizon
And eventually you will see the shore of an island
But is it the island that’s in your dreams?
Or is it the product of someone else’s beliefs
There is no doubt you will arrive time unraveling
The question is, “Who’s map were you using to travel with?”
Infinite horizon, the abyss is deep
You can’t float forever, while you’re out at sea
You must make a decision, what’s it going to be?
Cause eventually you won’t have a choice and you will sink
Nobody will come save you, sadly it’s too late to
Now only the abyss awaits you
So take advantage while you’re afloat
Cause every day that passes is another hole in your boat
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15. |
Mimicry
02:12
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The big swinging dick is dropping
Hit the floor get ignored man I’m sick of talking
Shut your mouth, watch your back, you spinning off the track
Talking all that poison it’s annoying how you live with that?
Shh! It’s rhetorical, there isn’t any more to know
You think you’re special you’re unimportant though
Look at you all surprised
Thought you were an awesome guy, but you bought into a bunch of awful lies
What a god damn shame
You lost your mind and went off the chain
Now you’re so fucking whack
You could jerk off on a spine and ain’t no coming back
Bro, you still here? I thought I made it real clear
The dose is too potent for you it’s too pure
You need to get a life
Instead of trying to mimic all that shit you see online
Instead of copying that shit on social media
It doesn’t really matter, I know you think it does
You believe there’s something to it so you try too hard to do it
In the end you end up looking like a fucking doofus
But I get it, one time I was being stupid
Trying to keep an open mind while I listened to your music
The cops showed up and I don’t blame them for being dicks
And charging me with 1st degree possession of a piece of shit
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16. |
Nebulous
02:13
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The shadows blanketed the moon
A new earth awaits in the corner of a room
2 years today before the fate lead to doom
It wasn’t really supposed to happen but it did and that’s the truth
Hertz, electricity
Nebulous obscured for the sake of specificity
Getting it deferred was an issue from the start
Until the shadows disappeared and left the light without a spark
That’s fine, it didn’t need to be the case
All that mattered was the pattern keeping everything in place
What a joke unprepared ill-equipped
Who thought it was a good idea to keep banging on this shit
A boulder collapses due to loose sand
At least that was the fabricated story at the news stand
Too many gaps no one will ever know
A lifetime of mystery forget the key and let it go
Silence… agh!
Transmission’s weak there’s a leak from the top
Full throttle no stopping the machine kicked in gear
Will it conquer the divide coincide getting near
Zoom pass neck breaking speed
Combing through the infinite beyond all complexity
Time retrofitted, navigation lost
Traversing in and out of hyper elements to pay the cost
Return to the dust
Catapulting is a matter of a space created thrust
The superficial danger gives a dopamatic rush
Half the galaxy was sleeping when the moon was covered up
Let it be known to those who follow
The fabricated policy will be no good tomorrow
The path has been demolished and there’s nothing left to borrow
If an effort has been made it was in vain and that’s a sorrow
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17. |
Jooked
01:28
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Don’t, ever, turn your back
It might be the last time that you see that jack
You know how it always happens, you ain’t looking
The gods rolled up had a laugh and got jooking
No mistake it was you from the start
Should have had a backup plan but you went with your heart
No no, you can’t do that
Otherwise you kiss the floor “ha yeah true that”
Smoke fills the street lights pop on and leave
Rats in the kitchen, tricks up the sleeve
9 in the hand, ounce in the crotch
Don’t fuck around now or get that bitch ass tossed
It’s time to get busy
Emerge from the shadows while you wonder where is he
Not knowing sneak up from behind
One twist to the neck hit eject no rewind
Thud, limp lifeless mud
Off to the next no respect shit is tough
Not for the timid, not for the scared
Only for those forewarned and prepared
The cycle keeps spinning
Victim after victim while the psycho keeps grinning
Tragic for the masses no relaxing it’s a business
Keep your eyes on the horizon cause it happens with the quickness
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18. |
My Direction
01:58
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4 pillars, none of them exist
They got traded in some years back I sit and reminisce
I see a lot of cliches even with my eyes closed
Cookie cutter mother fuckers duplicating rhyme flows
What else is knew? They do what they tell them to
The rest of us just sit around and act like nothing else is cool
Force fed garbage called horse shit
Stuffing our faces like gimme some more of this
Christ man gimme a break
Take the corporate dick out of your mouth for God’s sake
Shit is so whack I can’t laugh
Removed the bandaid and started picking off the scab
I’d give you a dollar to save your two cents
Your opinion is worth about as much as my belly lint
And even when I’m talking, bitching bout your face
I don’t even place a value on the words that I say
Not cause I don’t like them, see I do
But when I complain it reminds me of you
And I can’t stand your life it doesn’t sit well me
I want to strangle myself man what else would it be?
All these new fucks come out and you think that’s the shit
Piggy backing off that real rap so whack unlegit
But I’m just playing, it’s all a big joke
Cause I really give a fuck that’s why I say it like I don’t
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19. |
Marked
02:00
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Get in the car stop fucking around
We need to ditch this where this shit can never be found
Cause I ain’t trying to go back once was enough
If we get caught I’m going out shooting like Set It Off
That’s enough for tonite hush pipe it down
Focus on the mission pay attention the time is now
This ain’t a game, fuck the fame
I got a family to feed bitch I’m here to get paid
Who’s next on my list I got money to make
You’ve been marked for removal there is no escape
Neve feeling no remorse, this is your fate
Tell Peter I said “Hi” when you get to the gates
Pop goes the weasel, turn out the lights
It’s so sad how I quickly turn your day to night
And you never saw it coming, cause that’s how I do
Felt a prick in your leg, didn’t have no clue
I’m not always that nice, it can get messy
But rest assured the job gets done so don’t test me
Plot and scheme
You had potential till I showed up and dropped your dreams
Now you’re just rotten meat
Erase your name from the books you are obsolete
Shut your mouth, cause talk is cheap
That’s why they pay me to make sure you do not speak
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20. |
Mentira
02:40
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Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
What the fuck is you saying
I said it was cool but you want to keep faking
Like I don’t fucking know
Bitch I’ve got a couple of eye balls in my skull
You think I can’t see?
No the truth is you don’t even bother to think
This shit is funny
I’m laughing so hard that I’m grabbing my stomach
In a way I do love it
Amused by the fact that you think it is nothing
Confused pulling back not investing in someone
Who won’t keep it real they’re afraid to lose something
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
What the fuck is you saying
I said it was cool but you want to keep faking
Like I don’t fucking know
Bitch I’ve got a couple of eye balls in my skull
You think I can’t see?
No the truth is you don’t even bother to think
This shit is funny I’m grabbing my stomach
I’m laughing so hard that I think I’m a vomit
In a way I do love it
Amused by the fact that you think it is nothing
Confused pulling back not investing in someone
Who won’t keep it real they’re afraid to lose something
But that’s how it is
No need to complain I just move on with it
I’m not even mad at the shit you are doing
How could I be when it is so fucking stupid
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
I smile to myself
Knowing I gotta bounce it’s not good for my health
But god damn it was fun
I’m walking away yeah we had good a run
Getting wet and with penetration
Loaded weapon up in your face and
Sex incredible I can taste it
But no more sweating the situation
I wish it were different but clearly it’s not
Having lots of fun but it must stop
Respecting myself and my time
For like a second I was going out of my miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinndddd
Thanks for the lesson
I no longer wonder cause I just accept it
Move forward beyond all confusion and guessing
A one syllable word yeah that means no stressing
But that’s how it is
No need to complain I just move on with it
I’m not even mad at the shit you are doing
How could I be when it is so fucking stupid
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
Bitch you is lying
I’d call you out but I know you’d deny it
I smile to myself
Knowing I gotta bounce it’s not good for my health
But god damn it was fun
I’m walking away yeah we had good a run
Getting wet and with penetration
Loaded weapon up in your face and
Sex incredible I can taste it
But no more sweating the situation
I wish it were different but clearly it’s not
I’ve been having a lot of fun but it must stop
Respecting myself and my time
For like a second I was going out of my miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinndddd
Thanks for the lesson
I no longer wonder cause I just accept it
Move forward beyond all confusion and guessing
A one syllable word yeah that means no stressing
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21. |
Mash Out
02:30
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You just fucked up my vibe
I’m trying to get BeeGee’d I’m staying alive
You walked in the place with the ugliest face
What an utter disgrace please just leave man goodbye
Damn, what is your problem
Showing up to the club looking all lost and
No fucking manners, not even one
What the hell are you doing here up in this club?
Somebody call the bouncer toss his ass out
I’m bout to Billy Danz that ass man and start to mash out
I won’t tolerate this shit, no fucking away
Another word out that mouth and get punched in the face
You got a crew? What they gonna do?
I say one word and let all the animals loose
Take a seat ho don’t act like a bitch
Or I’m going to have to watch your face beat up my fist
I said YOU get the fuck out
Cause bitches like you ain’t allowed
I said YOU get the fuck out
Cause bitches like you ain’t allowed
OK you do not listen
You are still here and it’s making me pissed and
You need to clean out your ears
And listen when I say get the fuck out of here
This your last chance man to have a little dance then
Take your happy ass on a path to the exit
The point of this song is that you don’t belong
And there’s no fucking way that we’re getting along
So get that body moving
My henchmen are so fucking ready to do it
I’m holding them back for the moment at least
It’s your last chance to make a fucking exit in peace
For bitches like you it’s never enough
You think it’s funny to always be pressing your luck
But now you’re getting your ass kicked
Cause this ain’t a club it’s your funeral casket
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22. |
Check the Method
02:30
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I woke up today
Had a question for myself but didn’t know what to say
So I got out of bed, looked in the mirror
Started to reflect when the answer came clear
It was different than I thought, not what I expected
I appreciate the wisdom but I’ll probably forget it
But I guess that’s the usual
Forced myself in action but I didn’t want to do it though
But ain’t nothing new
It’s the same old same old same old same old same old
Same old same old same old same old same old
Same old same old same old same old same old same old groove
I ain’t worried about the facts
Cause when I go forward I ain’t going in reverse
Got the pedal to the metal pushing back the urge to settle
Shift in drive I’m ‘a thrive destination to get better
A negative thought comes up and I ignore that
I’m focused on two steps forward just like doormat
Peep the format, check the method
I’m in a pickle trying to relish my need to ketchup
What an awkward position
When they ask for advice and do not want to listen
Cause when the sails start shifting
I breeze through life while they get winded
I’m committed till the ending
In fact I even started before the beginning
No pun, no intention
Remind me of the time we… no forget it
Oh just quit it stop acting like a herb
It’s been blown out of proportion like my old school perm
“That’s word” I’m trying to stay positive
With a god shaped hole the size of an olive pit
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23. |
Nightly
02:23
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Grab the mic slow, let the rhyme flow, that’s how I go
Moving through the night in that hype zone
The words come, help a few serve some
That’s a watered down sound that you got man surfs up
Check the method no regretting keep on stepping
Never let another person interfere with what you’re getting
Cause I’m a bet that, once you get that
You’ll celebrate enjoy yourself and then it’s on to the next task
God damn I’m inspired here attire
Got me wanting to throw the towel in then retire I’m on fire
I need to cool off, take my shoes off
It’s a quality problem she complaining I’m taking too long
World gone crazy, world gone mad
History repeats itself this is a blast from the past
Stuck in fear will it last? I don’t know do the math
I’m so tired of taking shit that I no longer give a crap
Beauty’s only skin deep but I can feel it in my feet
Looking deep into your eyes mesmerized what a treat
Letting go lose control road tripping with our souls
Never separate get connected mad affection how it goes
Taste the flavor, buzzing like a pager
If the pain is still remaining let it shift to anger
Evacuate first, nah go talk to strangers
Running with a pair of scissors disregard for danger
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24. |
Invalid
02:18
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I slay all day while you lay all day and make up excuses
Afraid to get out there and play and to go for your goals and make something happen you won’t do it
Cause you got a reason right give me a fucking break you wasn’t feeling right
Give me the name of someone who’sn’t feeling right I don’t know anyone who isn’t feeling right
Your bullshit’s invalid we get to the meat but then you want a salad
You’re saying it’s difficult this ain’t a challenge man get it together and switch up your status
Stop fucking complaining you ain’t the only who’s hit when it’s raining
You’re no exception you’re just lacking the effort to put in the work do you hear what I’m saying?
Clean out your ears and then open your eyes so you’re vision is clear
This is your year, no it’s not it ain’t even your month man you stuck up in fear
Aren’t you tired of waiting, making excuses always delaying
Derping about thinking you gonna make it but all that happens is your life ends up wasted
Look at you bitter, mad as fuck because you couldn’t get her
Talking bout how you gonna get back cause she would not let you put your little dick in her
Ah fucking hell, Jesus Christ man you’re something else
Your product is garbage, nothing will sell, but that’s not my problem so fuck it oh well
I could give you advice you won’t take it tho so it’s a big waste of time
And I’ve squandered so much of my energy listening there’s no more contaminating my mind
You gotta leave me alone I’m sorry homie but you’re on your own
Figure it out for yourself cause you use me too much and this shit is just out of control
No more holding your hand, think for yourself, be your own man
Take a deep look in the mirror to see what you find and come up with your own fucking plan
Drop the excuses recognize how they are so fucking useless
Maybe then you’ll have a chance at succeeding but even then I really doubt you could do it
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25. |
Another Brick
02:10
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Giddy up giddy up hop on the horse
It’s a new day, time to progress on the course
Of course it’s a struggle what’s it supposed to be
Look at you hope and plead, this a joke me
I just laugh while you try to do the math
Thinking you’re getting rewarded at the end of the class
On what planet are you living? Drop the pen and
Realize all that you write you will forget it
What was I saying?
Something about meaningless information
And that’s how we get them in the system
And if anyone denies it then they come up missing
Cliche generic I’m feeling embarrassed
For rushing through my lyrics without thinking being careless
But nothing matters really
It’s all the same in the end if you’re mad or silly
You can shatter ceilings, but after that
What’s your plan of attack sit back and relax?
No work no tax no school no facts
Oh school yeah that don’t make me laugh
Cause when you graduate
You’re nearly worthless to the marketplace, what a farce and fake
You get a crutch once they break your leg
Congratulations for the error it’s your greatest mistake
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26. |
Salir (Lofi)
02:00
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27. |
Spent
02:31
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I wanted to kill myself a week ago
But now I’m feeling fine in fact I’m super happy, that’s how the sequence goes
It’s a long road to travel but the ride is short
sometimes the negativity hits me get me on life support
What a fucking mess, overwhelmed under stress
Try to look for the right move but only nothing’s left
No puedo respirar pero tengo que ganar
La vida se apesta pero que mas da?
It’s a new day but it’s cloudy, I’m doubting
I know the sun’s still shining just not around me
What can I say I feel myself decay
Checking in the mirror to see death reflected in my face
I’m reminded, of the limited time that
I get to spend before my life ends
So I should probably spend it wisely
But for now I guess I’ll fuck off and continue whining
27,000 days in the average lifespan
I got like 13,514 left
Shit freaks me out, that’s almost half
But the question is what will I do with the math?
Just relax and keep jerking my dick
Or put my nose to the grindstone and work this shit?
But see that’s part of the problem, extreme thinking
Like dude just do the next thing in the sequence
It’s not all or nothing so don’t get hung up on that dumb shit
Doesn’t have to be this massive thing you just did
Looking back I see the travesty of what if
Laughing at the madness coming at me bout to jump ship
I ain’t feeling nothing like a numb lip
But results don’t care about my feelings so get it done quick
Or I can bitch and whine
But success only appears across the finish line
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28. |
Ouch
02:13
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You don’t know, I don’t know, who does?
I’m not here for a long time just a good time because
Reasons I guess it’s the seasons
To find the one that you love and say fuck off and leave’em
Yeyuh, life comes and goes
The only thing that’s consistent is who fucking knows
In a jam like some toes, feeling young, looking old
Sold the last discipline shit I’m out of control
Get a hold of myself and if not get some help
Otherwise no surprise in the closet with belt
Hit the ground shit I failed, do I give up or prevail?
It’s all the same inside the brain whether it’s heaven or it’s hell
Ouch, I said “Ouch”
Everybody in the room needs to get the fuck out!
Shit I’m alone
Once again on my own a series of episodes
It’s like this until it isn’t
Till the grim reaper’s creeping on an unexpected visit
Till the candle wick is finished and the light has been diminished
And the worst part of it all is that I didn’t get to finish
Or did I? No I didn’t
I know that for a fact cause I treat life just like a scrimmage
Not alive I’m just existing close my eyes forget the vision
Living for the sake of bitching hate the heat still in the kitchen
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29. |
Beneath
01:51
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Scanned the scene saw a vision in between
Looking back upon the future pre-defeat from the machines
It was brutal, but no one would admit it
Acting like it never happened it’s so tragic can’t forget it
What a loss, reminders all around us
Walking forward to the past beneath the trash is where they found us
Hard to breathe, the light began to fade
So much darkness fell upon us I could see beyond the grave
No relief so many sacrificed to please
The foreign enemy’s who breached intergalactic policies
We tried to fight but it was no use no truce
They tried to wipe us out and that’s the cold truth
The death toll was rising
Black smoke filled the air, where is the horizon?
When it feels like there’s a fire under your eyelids
No one’s raising up a hand to volunteer for their survival
Let it pass buried deep beneath the trash
A loud sound and then a flash large explosion bigger crash
Mass destruction in an instant
Collapsing structures prevented not a chance you can’t forget it
It was a war without a battle
Full of never ending shrapnel treating victims like they’re cattle
No reprieve only decimation
Stuck inside a living hell where there’s no heaven waiting
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30. |
John
02:21
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31. |
Su-tle
03:11
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It’s alright mom I’m only bleeding nothing to fucking see it’s
Part of the process to give it some f–cking meaning
What you speaking? Chill, it’s the weekend
Relax and have a good time don’t be going off the deep end
I am the deep end, deep in some green tea steeped in
Some hot water sin sweet shit
Vibing high off the sick life I’m living no longer driven
To ride my fucking mind into a future vision
That you thought of, yeah, I didn’t think of it
You think I would think of something so thoughtless you’s an idiot
Resistant to mind control when the spine unfolds
A lot of folks anticipate the afterlife they’re dying to know
Oh, no sky dad for you so you laughing
Yet I saw you running up to your big brother up cause you’s a bastard
The nightmare is never over
It only changes the mind that it’s taken over
I don’t give a fuck, well I do
I guess I just give less a fuck, to you
The art is subtle like the b in the word
Or it’s retarded and I’m being absurd
You getting hung up on word like it’s hangman
Pissed away your power over sounds and that’s a shame damn
You had control but you lost it no worse you tossed it
Swallowed by an emotional mosh pit
You get one life and that’s all
So when you smell an asshole don’t feel inclined to go into the bath stall
Cause what to do if somebody’s rude
Your responsible for your emotions not some other dude
Poor baby I know it makes you more crazy
You can’t see it’s your decision just listen to what I’m saying
I’m not playing I’m really being for real
For real, for real, for real “you got to chill”
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32. |
Obliv
02:45
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When you reflect on the past, you can see the future
It’s full of your present actions so pay attention to them
If you know what you’re doing, you know where you’re going
It isn’t a mystery when you see a river flowing
So much confusion
Is brought about because we don’t know what to do with
Our free time and I know it seems like
Nothing is important and that’s something I can’t deny
I won’t say you’re not wrong
But I’ll say there’s a better and a worse way to get along
And if you focus on the former
You’ll find that your life gets a little bit warmer
And that’s dope cause it means we have control
Take the reins, grab and hold, or if you want let them go
We’re all here until we’re not
Until the ashes get spread or we’re dead in a plot
You act like a mortal in all that you fear
Yet you think that it’s guaranteed you will be here
You’ll get to it tomorrow cause right now you’re too busy
But then life passes by and that’s it you’re just history
And probably not even that
A faceless nameless space beneath the grass
Man it’s so brutal
You had sufficient time but didn’t make it useful
Wondering where did your youth go
The same place that your age now is going to go
Obscurity, oblivion
So take advantage of the now or just forget it then
Cause right now’s your chance man not some advanced plan
Where you’ll live a life that you can’t stand
So decide right now make the change
Or do like everybody else and wait until it’s too late
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33. |
Ninish
01:24
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I can’t stop procrastinating
I need to do to something but I keep on waiting
For what I don’t knooooooooooooooooooooo
Ooooooooooooooo
Cause I can do anything you can do better by rolling my tongue and that’s how
Dunce cap, sad clown, I’m upfront you backdown
You like watching me, in the mirror it’s a lot to see
Olie olie oxyen free
I cannot get on my feet, yes I’m lost it’s awful please
Get me help I’m honestly, desperate and on my knees
This one goes out to all the slackers
Who work harder to stay lazy I salute you shit is crazy
I’m addicted, to doing nothing
“Yeah but that’s something,” shut up nobody asked you your opinion
So annoying didn’t have to kill the poetry
I hear a lot of laughter but this really ain’t a joke to me
I’m feeling paralyzed, maybe I’m just scared of life
This is important but I don’t care it’s fine
What am I missing?
My life feels like a doggy paddle in a bathtub that someone pissed in
You see that shit get to sifting
Lo and behold there is some gold, nope I’m kidding
I’m a pro-crastinator
And I’m going to finish this song… later
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34. |
Sparkling
02:41
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I let it come, yum
Licking my tongue, dripping, sipping up some
Skeet skeet skeet water gun
I’m in it to win till the job gets done
Yes, I am committed
I will not stop till she tells me to quit it
I will keep going I won’t stop for no one
She better tap out or her head is exploding
Make her run for the hills
She cannot take it, too many thrills
Cup overflowing don’t care if it spills
Stimulation, so many feels
That’s how I do it
Two fingers deep with a come hither movement
She’s out of control and I want her to lose it
White Tiger Tantra, give me that fluid
Start slow, let it build
So much screaming you’d think someone’s being killed
I love it, I need it
Appetite for seduction I must feed it
I’m getting so thirsty
Hit that g-spot till her waterworks bursting
Out of control there’s nowhere to escape
It’s an intimate shower all over my face
I guess I’m being greedy
I give it my all cause I find it so pleasing
I talk to her walls and yes these ones are speaking
They beg me to take out my tongue and start cleaning
That’s just part of my greed
I lick it all up till it’s sparkling clean
I give it my best put that pussy to rest
Tuck it up in the bed and then tell it sweet dreams
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35. |
Bones
01:39
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Nowhere to hide didn’t know where to go
So I went to the closet with skeleton bones
Taking up most the space, collateral damage
It’s too much to take now I’m up in a panic
Who can I trust?
Everybody’s suspicious it isn’t enough
To know them from before the whole world went to pieces
They show how their colors grow brighter with pretense
There’s a fork in the road
Literally you can see it erode
It’s a relic of infinite souls
Cause the past fills the future of stories untold
Giving up early, quitting on time
Late to the date but I pay it no mind
Did not see what was coming, I must have been blind
I don’t think there’s an exit success isn’t mine
But I’m not even mad
If it’s my time to go then let’s go make it happen
Mercy was dealt
In a puddle of sweat left me thirsty as hell
Keep it clever and bold
Those people do better when their head is controlled
It’s all part of the show
Make it look like it happened the facts never known
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36. |
Grip(e)
02:18
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“But I don’t want to do it” Shit you think I do?
Put in the work and take some action bitch ain’t nothing new
It’s all the same nothing’s changed you got to pay your dues
You acting lazy make excuses faking your confused
But you’re not, you just don’t want to give it a shot
It’s taking effort since when did complaining gain results?
Lacking motivation what’s it matter finding quotes if
… You can’t stay focused
Brain running a mile a minute
Trying to find the time that you squandered on doing stupid shit it’s
A battle never won
Life is finite so get your mind right before it’s gone
Get it going, the passing days are like a river flowing
Soon enough you’ll merge into obscurity it’s called the ocean
Tossed about by your emotions
Tried to grip’em but you slipin’ and you can’t control it
Shit is tragic, your desires run your life
You’ll expire full of strife, congratulations here’s your prize
… Nothing
And yet you cared about some shit you thought was something
It’s laughable, but never is it a apparent
How little this really means I mean think of your great grandparents
And all of the shit they stressed about, where’d it get them?
Did they live a better life cause right now I don’t think they’re living
Relax, ain’t no need to be so negative
It’s best to understand nobody gets to leave the premises
Alive, stuck in fear you won’t survive
Darkness is your fate so do not wait to make some light
Just keep in mind it’s an illusion of the mind
If you forget then I remind you’re living off some borrowed time
Use it wisely cut the whining stay away from that
This loan we’re calling life they’re ain’t no paying back
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37. |
Xmas Olé IV
05:47
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38. |
Leth (Lofi)
01:58
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39. |
Your Reality
02:30
|
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Kick the hamster, tame the horse
You want to gain? That’s what the pain is for
A reminder, life is a bitch you’ll find her
Pointing out your weakness, you must walk through fire
What’s the alternative? Either way it’s hurt to live
You want to lose? Or learn again?
It’s a matter of perspective
Cause ultimately you’re effected by what you let in
The recourse of the average
Is relying on excuses, and all are valid
You’re going down with or without a fight
Think you can or can’t, well either way you’re right
Pain, oh the pain
It hurts so bad how can I maintain?
First of all, don’t try to get away
Turn this trial into a triumph, the obstacle is the way
Second, become a masochist
The same door that keeps out fear keeps out happiness
So don’t don’t lock it
You got two choices: you want emotion or the progress?
You only get one pick one
One keeps you stuck while the other gets shit done
Winners see failure as our friend so go all in
We learn to walk by falling
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40. |
Forget It
02:29
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Work smarter not harder shut the fuck up you retarded
No offended life is precious no it isn’t
Shit’s a dime a dozen everybody dead alive who wasn’t
Got your name up on a sign and yet it’s all for nothing
So many names can be seen on the street
But nobody pays attention to who it could be
Or what it could mean, but so what it’s in our nature
For the brain to label it as fucking wallpaper
Don’t believe me, check in your wallet
Without looking at that $10 can you tell me who’s on it?
Without looking at the $100 could you tell me who’s on it?
If you said a president ignorance you are flaunting
Household names are the same Beethoven what he’d play?
The piano yeah OK
Worthless fact, what a waste, we decide it’s a choice
To pay attention or go deaf to all the fucking noise
Signs, bricks, and bridges
Stake claim with your name but they’ll just forget it
Towers, buildings, and benches
Your name may remain but they’ll just forget it
I went to grade school, 8 years
The guy it was named after, ain’t here
What a pity a situation so sad
If I was asked to talk about him I couldn’t tell you a fact
The ego screaming, begging please
Doing everything it can for its legacy
But no one’s looking and likely missed it
So your name might as well just be a hieroglyphic
It’s plain and simple your name is made of symbols
That are containing info you came and went though
So what is left after death
Just a bunch of characters in a plaque on a bench
On the ground in a brick, no cares or gives a shit
Stepping on your petty name without regard for what it is
And the memories fade life leaves you behind
Now your name is just meaningless words on sign
Signs, bricks, and bridges
Stake claim with your name but they’ll just forget it
Towers, buildings, and benches
Your name may remain but they’ll just forget it
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41. |
iRoll
02:00
|
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I have to let go and I hate it
But I can’t continue feeling so frustrated
She wanted control and I needed my freedom
That’s not how I roll if they won’t join you then leave’em
It was a nice little run
Had some cool memories man damn I had fun
But fun ain’t enough and it sucks to be guessing
What caused her to shift and withdraw her affection
Every day something new
Old problems emerge and the wall comes unglued
Tho it wasn’t my problem I stood there and listened
Until she began to place on me conditions
That’s not how I roll
I don’t want to own nor be controlled
I would if I could but I can’t so I couldn’t
No more feeling guilty for something I shouldn’t
God damn
I felt like I was punished for the person I am
Our lifestyles were different
But I never made any efforts to limit
That’s not how I roll
All I care is she happy and comfortable
It’s my only concern you see that is my metric
The rest is a salad under all the dressing
Myself can’t express it
Was dying inside constant catching my breath and
I tried to be patient but I am no savior
Could not get down with her controlling behaviors
I’m sad but so what
Enough is enough when enough is too much
See the wound has been closed cannot open again
And be at the mercy of emotional whims
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42. |
Until
02:54
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It’s like this until it isn’t
Till the doorbell rings from an unexpected visit
No need for asking who is it
The sound of the bell is enough to wake the living
But nothing really changes
Just a momentary lapse then go back to do the same shit
Like it never happened
Our minds are quick deny forget it’s not a factor
Like it doesn’t matter, but it does
You waited too long, it’s too late time is up
There’s no going back nor going forward
The light gets dim near the end of your world
But see life will continue, it doesn’t stop
It leaves you behind like the rest of the crop
You tried to play it safe but what’s it matter now?
Even those in the shallow end still drown
Yeah you blew it
You thought it would matter so you didn’t do it
You didn’t take that action, you pissed away your little passion in exchange for fucking comfort yeah but look what happened?
Nothing
Afraid of death but it’ll happen anyway so go do something
You tried and lost
But at least you made an effort to defy the odds
But at least you took a swing at the fictitious enemy
You got knocked down but got back up and stayed the course inside the ring
Until the bell hits and well it’s
Not your decision who is winning there is no belts to give
We all take a loss
You wore your fear like a badge of honor and still had to take it off
So how’d that serve you?
Now that you’re just a fading memory and worm food
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43. |
Beyond the Rainbow
02:25
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Rent’s in the mail, lunch in my stomach
Life is a joke so I make fun of it
But nature laughs last
That’s not a joke just a cold hard fact
No need to stress, no need to worry
No need to rush even if you’re in a hurry
You don’t see nature running, and it all gets done in
A matter of time, 100
Percent, I didn’t forget
I am speaking from the privileged position that I am in
Man I am thankful
With even more reasons to be grateful
And yes, this too shall pass
But for now god damn it I’m glad
I’m so damned fortunate
And selfish, I want to get more to give
Dive to the vibe, sink to the beat
Let it relax you into your seat
Flowing over your body
Get up and dance like nobody’s watching
Cause nobody isn’t
Even if they are they’re only pretending
No need to limit
Yourself over somebody else’s opinion
And that is the secret
You can be free if you’ll only release it
Let the others get crushed
By social pressures that people made up
To keep you at bay
You’ll find the pot of gold, when you walk away
Nature laughs last but she won’t pull tricks
If you plant pumpkin seeds pumpkins what you get
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44. |
Sour Hour II
01:50
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One song a week, 4 songs a month
200 tracks and nobody gives a fuck
The world keeps sleeping on a bed of my rhymes
In 50 years from now they’ll be like he’s ahead of his time
At least that’s what I tell myself
It helps me get to sleep, but if they don’t fuck it oh well
I’ll be dead by then a rot decaying specimen
Long forgot to never hear my name again
No one I know exists to notice it
All memories have faded I’ve gone the way of some Coco shit
But I guess that’s how it happens
You spend some time alive and the rest is in a casket
You return to the earth
With your bullshit little music that no one has ever heard
Covered in dirt full of piss and shit on top of it
I swear I am not bitter I think that should be obvious
I take the blame it’s not your fault that you ignore me
I know you’re just so busy and you wish you could support me
I also know you fuck around and waste your time on stupid shit
And yet it’s just too much to ask for you to add me to the list
My songs be like 2 minute shit
You squandered an hour doing nothing up on the internet
And I know you got your show
You wouldn’t ever think of missing “Buck you got to let that go”
But do I tho? I’m so sick of the excuses
Why everybody’s so busy they can’t listen to my music
I mean I get it you don’t really want to listen
My goal isn’t to force you it’s truly your decision
All I’m saying is it don’t take a lot to play’em
So just keep it real admit it those excuses you can save’em
I’m not bitter, honest to god
You’ll listen to my music when I’m dead, probly not
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45. |
Sí Mamo
02:21
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Qué dijiste? No oí nada
Estaba ignorándote abajo de la cama
Tu buscas drama
Conmigo no te metas guárdalo pa’ tu mama
Y que más? por qué tu te quejas?
No soy una esponja para tus problemas
La vida es la vida
Es un dicho de Buck Bowen exclusiva
Me pongo a sonreír
Cuando escucho tu voz pero no quise decir
Cuál es tu reto?
Mejor no digas nada se discreto
O la gente va a reir
Es algo muy feo pero hay que reducir
Ese tipo de personas
Y enfocate en las cosas mas chingonas
Qué puedo hacer?
Mi pantalón levanto como un amanecer
No te preocupes
No es un problema, sólo si es lunes
Qué fruta disfrutas?
Prefiero sin piel, me gusta
No quiero que me busques
Pero puedes encontrarme en las nubes
Volando, averiguando
Yo se cómo, no se cuando
Solo déjame en paz
Tú deberías saber no soy como los demás
Así es, tu no lo ves
Que estas pensando prefieres el estrés?
Yo no por eso desarrollo
Una pasión difícil de romper como un coco
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46. |
El Consejo
02:37
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Sal de mi cara
Qué estás buscando te gusta el drama?
Nada más pido que no traigas nada
La neta yo rimo las mismas palabras
Pero me vale verga, tengo que irme, lo siento cerca
A mis piernas, cuándo la bestia se despierta
Cuidado mojado te acordarás que tú has olvidado
Yo no puedo seguir tan manipulado no tengo paciencia vete a otro lado
No hay ningún problema
La vida a veces es una condena
Tú comes el postre antes de la cena
Y no sabes por qué tú sientes flojera?
Yo ya llegué, abre la puerta porfa mírame
La situación es rara yo sé pero hay que intentar yo decidiré
En el futuro cuándo mis pensamientos sean maduros
Ahora no puedo pensar en cosas que me dan miedo es un rincón obscuro
Por lo menos no quiero sólo porque a veces soy culero
Como cuándo me quejo y me veo como tú en el espejo
Mira tu reflejo, no ves un hombre, ves un pendejo
Cállate eres un tonto complejo por qué no escuchas el pinche consejo?
Así es viejo, es importante, lo que yo tengo
No entiendes es un poco perplejo no hablo de nada ves es un secreto
No pido disculpa, no te culpo pero sí es tu culpa
Tu mamá se preocupa cuándo el esperma vuela como una catapulta
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47. |
Buen Provecho
02:16
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Tengo rimas, tienes lágrimas
Que vergüenza, que lastima
Te rindes?
No me asocio con alguien que no tiene lindes
Me levanto, despierto
Digo la verdad no es cierto
Realmente no es nada
Pero de dónde brinco si la ventana está cerrada?
Dónde esta el techo?
Con permiso, buen provecho
La vida es un juego
Voy a terminarla pa’ comenzarla de nuevo
Dame chance, es mi turno
Pues olvídalo, soy taciturno
No voy a tirar la toalla
La batalla he ganado y la guerra aún no falla
Tengo rimas, tienes lágrimas
Que vergüenza, que lastima
Te rindes?
No me asocio con alguien que no tiene lindes
Renuncio, ya me voy
Te veo en un rato sabes dónde estoy
Tocándome, ey relájate
Tranquilo mi amigo solo estoy bromeando güey
Por qué eres súper serio?
Te ves como mi ano ese es mi comentario
Amargado, sin embargo
Nos importa una mierda de tu día largo
Yo sé que eres el único
Por lo menos en tu mundo que infortunio
No te miro para darme un respiro
Tu cara me cansa mucho y me siento muy vacío
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48. |
Simple & Plain (Lofi)
01:58
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49. |
Reloj
02:21
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I’m looking at my skin like fuck
The winter is coming, soon enough time is up
I came in with the wind going out with the dust
The past and future are not real why is the now never enough?
Yet it’s all that we have
And we piss it all away like the supply is coming back
But the truth is that it’s infinite the problem is we’re not
One day you’re riding high and then the very next you’re in a plot
Covered in obscurity
The memories fade as earth flushes its impurities
And that’s the way it’s always been
It isn’t going to change maybe the duration but that’s it
Once you retire that’s when you’ll really live
But your years are few and plus your body’s gone to shit
No one to blame except the fact you didn’t plan
You never hit the court instead you chose to stay up in the stands
You’d rather take a nap, then hit the mat
Punching on a your pillow ‘stead of dishing them back
You say you’ll get to it later, I doubt it no question
Neglect is a disease and it starts as an infection
You are no exception
In fact you’re the epitome of failure as a lesson
All time is being borrowed
And you lost your profit cause you had no interest in tomorrow
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50. |
Not Much
02:29
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In 10 years you will arrive
Will it be your plan or someone else’s design
You can ignore it, but trust me it’ll happen
You can be the one crying or the one laughing
Do you push through the muck
Or toss in the towel when you’re down on your luck?
Every day decision made when there’s rain on your parade
Do you persist or do you cave this is important it’s your fate
Nobody’s waiting to help
You got to make an opportunity and take it yourself
You got to peel back the fabric of reality
Assert your own mentality pursuing your dreams it’ll be challenging
So many naysayers
Just sitting on the bench yeah them play it safe haters
Most will laugh and point
Till you’ve got to the top then they ask to join
Motivation is like bathing
It isn’t done once, it’s recommended daily
You got to maintain, take aim
Hit the ground running full force like freight train
Who’s going to stop you?
The man in the mirror is the one you need to watch dude
Cause often his limits
Are based on the beliefs of someone else’s opinions
I didn’t mean to offend
I just didn’t realize you were going to commit
You were going to take the chances and suffer the risks
You’d be the one to figure it out when nothing made sense
It’s really easy from the side lines
To sit there and judge and to criticize my life
How about you pipe down
Watch me play to hit a home run while you play to not strike out
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51. |
1sty
02:00
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Honesty isn’t the policy
You claim you need it but don’t even want it see
Told me to give I gave it got mad looked away and
Acted like I did it to make you frustrated
What did you want me to say huh?
Should I just lie to your face huh?
I should have just lied to your face huh
It’s all the fucking same huh?
Oh well nothing matters
Flip the page another chapter
Fuck crying better laughter
I wish you the best ever after
I’m not bitter, not a quitter
God forbid I did not forget her
Quicker, lesson is gonna be learned
Should I tell them the truth or just let them all burn?
Yeah, reconsider the approach
Yeah, they don’t even wanna know
Yeah, they’ll be pissed either way
Yeah, man this whole shit is a joke
Yeah, if I lie you hating it
I told the truth you hated it
Honesty what’s the benefit?
Make up your mind girl take ya pick
Are you offended hold up hold up
What the fuck is this?
You gotta be kidding
What? Oh you the victim
Thinking ‘bout the shit, popping off the top
Livid in my skin, can’t get over it
Lose control again, need a change of thought
Same old same cannot, get a hold of it
Let it go it’s gone, that shit left for dumb
No more messing up, time to bless it up, ugh
I don’t wait for it
Find the right price I’m going to pay for it
Ugh, keeping it moving approving them
Raising the level improving them
Mexico been so damn good to me
Quality problem living the dream
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52. |
The Knock
02:47
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To live the dream you need to wake up
You can stay asleep but trust in me it ain’t much
I don’t negotiate with chance I only say what
Is the next step to take and then I take them
Opportunity was knocking, you didn’t get up
Said you had a valid reason but that it isn’t enough
It rang the doorbell too, you’d rather sit on your thumb
It even tapped upon the window but the blinds you just shut
How you think it’s supposed to happen?
It just falls into your lap while you’re just fucking off and relaxing?
Like your reward for being passive
Is some massive success cause your laziness is attractive?
Are you listening to this madness?
Cause I’m talking about your life and how you’ve pissed away these chances
Yeah you had a valid excuse
And everybody would agree but what the fuck did they lose?
They didn’t miss the opportunities, shots at success
How do you sleep knowing that you didn’t give it your best?
How do you wake up content to be mediocre?
I’d rather suffocate to death in someone’s body odor
To live the dream you need to wake up
You can stay asleep but trust in me it ain’t much
I don’t negotiate with chance I only say what
Is the next step to take and then I take them
To live the dream you need to wake up
You can stay asleep but trust in me it ain’t much
Why you negotiate with chance that’s insane bruh
I only ask the next steps and then I take them
Soon you will arrive, but who’s in command?
Is your destiny designed by someone else’s hands?
Are you working to fulfill somebody else’s plans?
How much longer will you tolerate it take a stand
Or stay seated, it’s your choice believe it
Either way you are responsible if you’re defeated
You also get the credit whenever you are succeeding
So are you going to wake the fuck up or go back to sleeping?
Cause fortune is a woman
Who will let herself be won by those bold enough to pursue her
She don’t respect the cautious
Nor does she give the time of day to any timid offers
So what’s your plan stand idly by
While your pathetic life passes like hello and goodbye?
You can do it but it ain’t that fun
You see decision weighs ounces but regret weighs a ton
To live the dream you need to wake up
You can stay asleep but trust in me it ain’t much
I don’t negotiate with chance I only say what
Is the next step to take and then I take them
To live the dream you need to wake up
You can stay asleep but trust in me it ain’t much
Why you negotiate with chance that’s insane bruh
I only ask the next steps and then I take them
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Buck Bowen Long Beach, California
"Trying to bridge the growing gap between 'would-be' and 'has-been.'"
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