1. |
Blink
02:18
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Day in, day out, stay in, stay out
So many mental trappings that it’s hard to find a way out
Or a way in, depends on how you’re playing
Either way you have to choose so you can loose or try to make it
It’s the same no matter what
Just some niceties and buckets full of dirt to cover up
But why not give it a shot?
You’ll have your whole death to derp about and live in a plot
Staring in the abyss
A reminder you had a life and now you’ll never exist
Take advantage of this time it only comes once
It’ll be gone before you know it see you blinked and it’s done
We think it lasts forever, nature just smiles
Everybody dead who came before us look at them now
They thought the same felt the same so insane
How we think were something special yet suffer the same fate
And it keeps on repeating
Born to live live to die wash rinse is the sequence
Chew’em up spit’em out
Nature wipes her ass with human flesh and flushes it down
She’s indifferent to your pain
To your love, to your shame, if you lose if you gain
So take advantage of this precious time
Cause when it’s gone it’s over that was it next in line
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2. |
Both Ways
01:36
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I make furniture music I’m sorry Alex
I tried to flip a soul sample, look what happened
Chopped and truncated, not so fun ain’t it?
Trust when I say this would not be a Pete Rock favorite
But it sounds a little Wu-Tangy
It’s too plain, please, why ain’t the groove changing?
It’s cause I’m limited
In my skill set, plus I write the lyrics and mix it in
I do the video too thanks for the help
For giving me a hand when I’m recording myself
For sacrificing one out of seven days
To make a song that your friends won’t even fucking play
The more I release, the less people listen
Given the significance you’d think they’d pay attention
And come along for the ride
On my weekly journey, take a look inside
We have looked! It’s the same shitty beat
With existential lyrics that try to make us think!
We want party raps and a bounce to the rhythm
Then I’ll use the word fag, and denigrate women
And maybe you’ll be happy, or satisfied
But you’ll probably complain that all my raps are lies
In a room with no windows, no door
I make music so you can have something to ignore
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3. |
Lamente
02:15
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Tontos, lelos, calvos, viejos
Alejense de mi ya no quiero oír sus consejos
Puedo ver el invierno
No van al cielo, ni el infierno
Es solo oscuridad
Bienvenido a tu muerte, es tu realidad
Suena deprimente
Pero ya que estes muerto la verdad es que no sientes
Tontos, lelos, calvos, viejos
Alejense de mi ya no quiero oír sus consejos
Viene el invierno
No van al cielo, ni el infierno
Puro oscuridad
Bienvenido a tu muerte, es la verdad
Es deprimente
Pero mucha gente vive así en su mente
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4. |
Yellow
02:31
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Mother nature won’t pull tricks
If you plant pumpkin seeds pumpkins what you get
Your life is defined by the thoughts in your mind
No tape to erase no pause no rewind
You only get 1 take
Don’t make a mistake stop snoozing get awake
Dream big but don’t sleep, count moments not sheep
Make breath taking memories but don’t forget to breathe
The world’s in the palm of your hand
Your life your results you’ve to to take command
Cause it doesn’t last long
So we do what we can and put the rest in a song
We keep searching, we keep rushing
On a path, to get something
Whether clever or dumb
We’re all the same and think it’s never enough
We keep searching, we keep rushing
On a path, to get something
Whether clever or dumb
We’re all the same and think it’s never enough
Life passes by
The people before you bought the same lie
We all do, we can’t help it
It’s so enticing the way they sell it
So what are you after?
Who’s writing your book what’s the next chapter?
Are you the feature?
Or sitting idly by watching the rest from the bleachers?
There’s a game to be played
And the clock keeps ticking whether brave or afraid
No trophy? So what, too scared who’s not?
All that matters’s that you got in the game and took a shot
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5. |
nFlux
02:03
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6. |
Crtns
01:43
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Idle hands do the devil’s work
I won’t return to the dust til it settles first
Stay on top of my game
Even tho I’m in a winter and my vision is hazed
It’s a fucking hipnosis, this shit is a phase
Sometimes it feels like Mother Nature takes a piss in my face
But I just open my mouth, give me a taste
The finish line is the end there ain’t no winning this race
Swimming in the underworld, take a dip in the grave
Ain’t no life preservers here for that shit it’s too late
For that shit it’s too late
They gave your ass a dirt blanket you can’t even say thanks
How many more songs can I make about death
Till it prompts me into action and puts me on a quest
I’ve done a whole fucking lot and I’ve got a lot left
So what the fuck is keeping me from acting on that first step?
I don’t know but it’s annoying
Body breaking down I ain’t talking about b-boying
Time keeps on slipping, skin keeps on sagging
Your efforts are a joke that’s why Mother Nature’s laughing
And every one who came before
Thought they’d live forever they’re forever no more
You think your memories last not a bit
You become nothing when the last person who knew you kicks
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7. |
The Tap
02:15
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When the call comes in, when your shoulder gets tapped
Will you face it head on, will you break down and crack
Will you kick, scream, and cry, yell, curse, deny
Try to run from it but it’s sitting there on all sides
What you gonna do? Have you given it thought?
It’s going to happen to you no matter you want it or not
It could show up late tomorrow, maybe even today
All the time you have is borrowed eventually you must pay
And the bill it will arrive, there is no debate
It’s a one time deposit, down in a grave
Cause the price of it is simple when it’s time to collect
You’ve been living off a loan you must pay with your death
We all know it’s going happen, we’ve seen it before
But everybody acts as though it will not knock on their door
And everybody thinks that somehow they’re immune to this fate
Until the doorbell rings, and it’s your turn to go pay
Are you overcome with fear, shock, and dismay
Are you pumped full of regret when you reflect on your days
All those times you made excuses they won’t serve you today
And it’s too bad you finally see it when the end’s on its way
If you only had more time, the change you would make
You would value every moment and not piss it away
You wish you took a lot more action, but now it’s too late
You can beg and plead but death responds with nothing to say
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8. |
Nosis
01:54
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It’ll be over soon enough, so shut the fuck up
Put your nose to the axe, grind or get cut
It’s your choice no matter what you could lose and give up
Or you could take a little action and risk getting what you want
Yeah, a bunch of fucking words
Every thing you ever needed in this little fucking verse
Get it? Oh you got it
Maybe today’s the day that I’ll finally fucking stop it
Nope, today is not it
I’m all up in my feelings ain’t no way I’m gonna drop it
I’m fucking pissed over ridiculous shit
I’m feeling real fucking petty steady clinching my fist
Bitching about the smallest shit, everything’s dramatic
I’m so fucking over life I wish some bad shit would just happen
No I don’t, I take that back it’s
Just that I don’t have no place turn when in a panic
I mean have a place to turn
It just don’t feel like that sometimes when my vision is in a blur
When my mind’s attacking itself so many pointless concerns
How can I get thru the fire without suffering burns?
Why you focused on the pain and not what you can learn?
You get in life not what you want, but what you deserve
So what is getting your attention? You’ve got to discern
Or you will squander precious time on shit that’s zero in worth
Yeah I know you’re fucking moping
You don’t want to hear this cause you’ve been living in a hypnosis
You’ve been stuck in a trance
Not realizing the whole world could fit inside your own hands
You’ve got a choice every day can advance
Or be a victim of resistance letting shit hit the fan
So what the fuck you gonna do?
Either you run the day or the day runs you
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9. |
Payday
02:36
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When I rose from the ashes no one said shit
So I dust myself off and I grab my dick
You little bitches wanna play but I ain’t here to fuck around
I’m trying to make an impact while you relax on the couch
Hoping that something’s gonna happen a reward for your sloth
Even god him fucking self only took a day off
So who the hell you think you’re fooling? Gimme a break
You can keep your damn excuses just piss in my face
Cause at least that’s taking action, shit is tragic
You left a whole life behind inside a trash bin
Nature’s laughing, you saw your passion
Terrified to succeed and walked passed it
And there ain’t no going back it’s
Done for you son game over filing cabinet
Skin bag toe tag shit
Congrats your new home is underground casket
Yeah, Buck Bowen on deck
With them true to life rhymes kicking up in your head
Nature called, you owe her a debt
She knows where you live and she came to collect
Yeah, Buck Bowen on deck
With them true to life rhymes kicking up in your head
Nature called, you owe her a debt
She knows where you live and she came to collect
When it’s my turn to go you won’t see me object
I’ll be like “take your fucking money know you came to collect”
I’ll be like “thank you for the loan I didn’t ask for the shit
But I flipped it into profit and got rich off of it”
And that’s the point, if you’re looking for something
It ain’t about the amounts it’s what you do with the money
So what the deal man you wandering lost
And forgot to calculate the opportunity cost
Oh you calling think you seeing the boss
When you’ve barely put in work and always taking days off
Man you crazy, lazy and soft
Afraid to take a fucking chance and so you playing the wall
You got talent making ways you can stall
But I’m just unimpressed with your creative facade
Avoid doing what you got to do bruh
And it’ll leave you in a fucked position like Kama Sutra
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10. |
Lila
02:54
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You keep slipping can’t get no traction
Meanwhile the gods above laughing
So mad and frustrated
They took your wahburger and just ate it
I don’t blame you I do it too
I spend most my day trying not to come unglued
Trying to keep my cool trying not to freak out
The gods think I’m crazy it makes them geek out
They know these emotions are otherwise useless
And yet we act as though they’ll do shit
But it doesn’t… matter
Every time you laugh the gods feel flattered
To them it’s all a joke and a half
At your expense, on your behalf
So will you laugh, crack up, or just stay down
The butt of a joke told on their divine playground
You suffer only because you take serious what the gods made for fun
You suffer only because you take serious what the gods made for fun
You suffer only because you take serious what the gods made for fun
You suffer only because you take serious what the gods made for fun
So serious pumped full of dread
You forgot to crack a smile now you’re stuck in your head
The gods start to giggle it’s nothing to them
Just another funny day when the shit show begins
Oh no, you getting upset
Like it’s make a difference to the results that you get
Like the outcome would be better cause your bitter and mad
The gods watching you amused as they sit there and laugh
You lost your temper, couldn’t control it
The gods on the floor, laughing and rolling
You blew it again looking funny as hell
And the gods appreciate it makes a story to tell
Your little tears mean nothing
A puppet in the game you think your fears mean something
It’s all comedy keep on trucking
And may the gods grant you mercy from the humor among them
You suffer only because you take serious what the gods made for fun
You suffer only because you take serious what the gods made for fun
You suffer only because you take serious what the gods made for fun
You suffer only because you take serious what the gods made for fun
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11. |
Play Out
02:46
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The drama has to play out it’s part of the script
If you try to get around it, it wouldn’t make sense
A lot of writers try to edit but their story’s untold
Because you can’t have a script where no drama unfolds
Don’t be confusing this statement
As an excuse for causing chaos that’s not what I’m saying
The world is full of fucked up stuff
We don’t need your contribution there’s plenty enough
How many situations a day
Where someone becomes a victim and nobody’s to blame
And you can let it mess with your brain
Just don’t let it take you over have you sitting in pain
When I talk about the drama what I’m really trying to say
Is you should let the feelings come, but keep them at bay
Be at the Cause not Effect, take a pause don’t eject
There’s a way you can embrace them you don’t have to reject
Be at the Cause not Effect
Take a pause don’t eject
Be at the Cause not Effect
There’s a way you can embrace it you don’t have to reject
Be at the Cause not Effect
Take a pause don’t eject
Be at the Cause not Effect
There’s a way you can embrace it you don’t have to reject
Life is short but it’s long if you know how to use it
So many of you love to abuse it
And that’s including myself
I’ve pissed away entire days over somebody else
It felt legit at the time
Cause the drama’s intoxicating it makes you feel alive
But it’s superficial and lies
And when it all goes away you’re left feeling deprived
You have to run a check dude
The drama has to play out but it mustn’t need affect you
Keep in mind what you expect too
The quality of your thoughts can hinder, help, or wreck you
Check the script and revise it
Keep the drama in but don’t be the one who writes it
Let it run its course while you direct along the way
So that your life becomes a movie bout desire not pain
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12. |
Wntr
02:02
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You can’t be that happy I know for a fact be
Cause I’m in a room trying to hide from the sun
It’s begun winter’s here I’m not sure when it leaves
All I know is the snow’s merciless when it freezes
Frozen
Stand guard at the door of your mind I can’t hold it
They broke it they’re coming, defeated no running
There’s no where to hide even the light can’t control it
It’s mostly facade
The pain the suffering comes from a thought
Comes from a mind that is ripe for the picking
Depression has set in the rest just forget it
You can move but the winter seems to follow
Attracting the sadness a hard pill to swallow
I try to be alone but the misery is the knocking
It let itself in even though I don’t want it
Maybe I do
It’s an identity so tell me what the fuck can I do?
I know it’ll pass but I’m froze to the bone
There’s no sight to be seen all I see is the snow
All I feel is the cold
I can’t get a grip, slip, fall
Clutching for something but nothing is there
All the hope has been buried by utter despair
What a catastrophe
But this is what it has to be
At least that’s what I have to think
To give meaning to the drama
I don’t want to be dramatic but I am and that’s a fact it’s
Always been and always will until this shit gets me killed
Too much time to think
Frozen in hell till the first sign of spring
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13. |
Up to Here
02:36
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There’s a war going on inside no one is safe from
You can run but it doesn’t make a difference
The problem’s gonna follow you annoying and relentless
Immune to your distractions you can try but it’s resistant
You’ve pleaded with the gods but the world just keeps on spinning
The war never ends
Life’s a battle to be fought how many of us will commit
Stay the course put in work get back up although it hurts
You decide it is your life is it a blessing or a curse
It can change and it does, who you were how it was
Without reason or because
Can you persist when nothing’s up
Or do you roll around crushed covered in dust
You got to go for the NO make mistakes let it go
Learn a lesson keep progressing don’t let fear be in control
You got to take it by the reins
Feel the fear and do it anyway fuck what others say
Time is infinite your life will not begin again
You’re acting like it’s over and you wish that it was ending quick
Anything to stop the pain
But what you do not realize is even that shit goes away
Opportunity lost
A missed chance to advance man what was the cost?
You saved embarrassment? An awkward moment?
But you still failed cause you didn’t go for it
You’ll never know what that moment could have held
You’re stuck wondering living in a fucking mental hell
It’s a prison you’ve created
But you also hold the power it’s your key to liberation
Give yourself permission on this mission
To become somebody else it’s how you switch up your position
And improve your life condition all it takes is some ambition
No more talking just go get it you can’t win if you don’t risk it
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14. |
Crast
02:14
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The battle is on, the war is in your head
How many lies taught all the bullshit is fed
Consumed, acquired, bogged down and tired
They drain you from the get-go till the day that you retire
If you can afford it
You haven’t learned a dime about money and how to store it
You’ve spent your whole life buying shit you didn’t need
No investments and you wonder why your future’s looking bleak
You’ve been a pacifist no mistake you hadn’t missed
Congratulations now here’s your massive debt
See we control you
You are our slave and you’ll do what we say because we own you
And all along you thought you could do no wrong
But looking back upon your past that precious time has come and gone
Your time is up
You’ve lived a life someone else designed, and now it’s done
Time keeps on slipping, but it never falls
Mother Nature doesn’t wait, she never stalls
Everybody else was getting ready for the fall
You just took your time thinking somehow that it would get resolved
But it didn’t
So now you’re scrambling hoping that your next plan will fix it
But it doesn’t
So you just keep looking for a shortcut but that won’t cut it
You’ll do anything to avoid the work
Even if it’s inefficient even if it hurts
Even if it means you actually end up working harder
And you could have got it done if you did it when you first started
What a nightmare let me guess you don’t think that life’s fair
Somebody owes you man shut the fuck up
Get to swimming or else you’ll have a problem
They’re bringing you nothing cause no one is coming good luck when you sink to the bottom
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15. |
Daedreaming
02:33
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You look happy and I’m glad be-
Cause you deserve it
You’re a good person it was worth it
To get to know you below the surface
It seems like a dream I don’t know what it means
Perhaps I was asleep
Woke up and you were gone
Just a lyric in a song, stretch yawn
Get out of bed
But I can’t start the day when I’m stuck in my head
In a thought loop
She had similar features but it was not you
No way in hell
I mean I knew that but oh well
Just a glitch unstitched from the fabric
Sometimes I wonder if it ever happened
What more could I say
Things are different, not the same
I never questioned it
It was the right move no regretting it
But that doesn’t make it easy
I am human, I have feelings
Despite what it seems
I’m the type to wear his heart on his jeans
This is life not a dream
I’m awake not asleep
I’m aware how I be
It’s a part of the madness coming through when I speak
But the ship has been sailing
Rough waters and still prevailing
Throwing caution to the wind
Sometimes I sit and reminisce
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16. |
Rmblng
02:21
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I’ve been living on top of the world for a minute
But now it feels like I’m sl, sl, sl, slipping
But I have to laugh cause if I don’t then I’ll back
And start feeling like shit
As if I didn’t know this shit is cyclical
Winter follows spring every year, it’s typical
A new day is dawning, it’s here then it’s gone and
So start taking action get on it
Opportunity knocks
Yet you want to argue why think the door should be locked
I’m so sick of it this shit is just ridiculous
You need to own your fucking excuse or get rid of it
Toss it in the fucking trash
It won’t help you, and even if it did it wouldn’t fucking last
And no it doesn’t just depend
It doesn’t matter which side you fall on just get off the fucking fence
What up girl? You coming back?
Well I’m sorry, it’s a little late for that
I’m not mad nor am I upset
I’ve just given you all that I’ve got there’s none left
See I don’t mind given it’s part of how I’m living
I just can’t keep investing in something so narcissistic
It was fun for a sec
Until I realized you were fucked in the head
You were stuck on yourself and I always like to help
But I couldn’t justify doing that to myself
I got standards, and limitations
You seek handouts and invitations
Imitation, frustration
No time for that shit you won’t catch me waiting
I felt nothing but elation
When I left your bitch ass at the bus station
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17. |
Humo
02:30
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No time for thinking hopped in the truck stuck the keys in
Launched into speeding
Gone for the weekend, gone for the week and
There’s no turning back headed off of the deep end
It was written from the start
Not here for games just playing the part
Commit to the role executing on the orders
When the job gets done there’s no mistake to be reported
The jake in pursuit
Set it off style grab the gat ready to shoot
Trailing right behind shift the gear knifing through traffic
Let the dust become a sedative suppressing all the action
Another escape has been made
Too close for comfort a pinless grenade
The getaway gotten but only today
Cause the smoke doesn’t last and it’s back to the chase
Eyes on the prize
Move with intentions hidden disguised
Eyes on the prize
Move with conviction the limits the sky
The smoke must have cleared, that didn’t last long
Move to phase two hit the gas and blast off
Checked the peripheral nothing to impede
Put the pedal to the metal hitting super sonic speed
Insistent, annoying, relentless
Trying to make way but the jake is persistent
Kept on the toes by continual foes
In the life of the vigilant that’s how it goes
A new day has dawned
The war’s to be won and the battle is on
The forces combine only after conflicting
Begin with the end it’s a matter of shifting
No rest for the wicked
The tribe’s on a quest but it’s best not to kick it
Riding the edge of a crumbling ledge
It’s a matter of time there’s no escaping death
Eyes on the prize
Move with intentions hidden disguised
Eyes on the prize
Move with conviction the limits the sky
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18. |
Played Out
03:21
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The more retarded I am, the cooler I sound
I’m trying to be like you, but I can’t dumb it down
I got all the cliches (ye), I got all the movements
I really want to be like you but I’m not that fucking stupid
Everything that you’re doing looking like what every one else has been doing
You all think that it’s cool and I’d rather just shit in my mouth and then chew it
I’d rather nibble on the little bits of corn that didn’t digest
Then have to listen to your track again man I have to confess
You know what the truth is? I do like your music
I just vomit at the site of your unoriginal fucking influence
It pisses me off, it fucks up my day
And I can’t believe you’re doing shows and you’re asking the people to pay
To see what exactly a duplicate of what so many are rapping
Your style is a copy congrats on the jacking go fake it to make it you’re killing the acting
You’re crushing it bro, go get them props man look at you go
So many riding your jock it’s amazing but soon you will flop and get tossed with the old
Bitches, cars, drugs
Same old, played out, stuff
Bitches, cars, drugs
Same old, played out, stuff
Man you’re cool, you fit right in how’s it feel to you?
Knowing you’re safe cause you’ve copied cliches and the fans all love it cause they’re idiots too
Damn I’m bitter, but I’m not wrong plus I fucking delivered
I gave you my comments in bullet point form now I promise I’m done ain’t no more getting triggered
Not, I’ve gotten this far you think I’m going to stop
You think I am going to give up cause it’s not, going to happen so forget it it’s lost
It’s over, you need drop the mic you can stop bending over
You and your crew violating the rules ain’t been paying your dues can I say that I told you
Shit is heinous you act like you’re rich and you think that you’re special
Everyone loves you and tells you god bless you I’m sorry but I just don’t see what the rest do
Remedial raps, videos full of comedian laughs
You do not drive that car you do not fuck that girl it isn’t your home just speaking the facts
But we love it, we buy it all up cause we think that we want it
They tell us our choices and when we choose from it we think that it matters but really it doesn’t
Look at the radio turn that shit on do you hear what they say to you
Only live once… why the fuck you think I don’t associate with you
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19. |
Skittles
02:46
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If I could have any super power
I’d like to not be hungry for an hour
To you it may not seem like much
But I’m controlled by two things, my dick and gut
It isn’t fun
I just need to know where to dip my tongue
I get mad when I have to wait
Cause I’m the type that when I’m done I’m gonna lick the plate
Steady move to the rhythm
My appetite gets whet when the juices are dripping
I’m truly committed
And I will not quit till they’ve closed off the kitchen
The questions keep coming
I always hear somebody ask how he does it
The answer is simple two stomachs
One for dessert and the rest for her loving
I’ll take what I can, even a couple
Open in mouth shove it down in my gut-hole
Savor the flavor
I am who I am cannot change the behavior
On a quest for a healthy plan
And never would I dismiss a helping hand
Spices are priceless
I need she to feed me don’t care what the price is
You cannot save me
I finger my food with the hands that God gave me
I’m starving to death, god damn it’s painful
She’s making it rain give me a taste of that rainbow
Down for the cause I’m up to something
The timer is set, preheat the oven
I’m stuffing my face till I’m sick to my stomach
And I will not stop till I know that she’s coming
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20. |
Lung Butter
02:36
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Life is long if you know how to use it
But you don’t, so you abuse it
You piss away your day listening to music
But not mine, cause you’re asshole
Let me give it to you mad raw
I live life like a call me number in a bath stall
Not sure what that means but it sounded kind of cool
I don’t fuck with baby ruth boy I shit in the pool
Taking no prisoners, doing damage
In the art of war use the map as a canvas
The flag is a brush, “freedom” be the paint
We’re only here to help, at least that’s what we say
But enough of politics, it don’t matter either way
You think your cooking’s good but that don’t mean we’re going to want a taste
Oh you’re offended
Of course you are cause you’re little herb in mint condition
Ignore what I mention
Knowledge isn’t free, you’ve got to pay attention
Ignore what I mention
Knowledge isn’t free, you’ve got to pay attention
Your balance is due
I know simple math is a challenge to you
So let me make it real easy, for you to solve it
You’re like a sad math book, full of problems
Wah wah
Oh yeah I know that was bad bad
But I’ve got plenty more so don’t tempt me cause I’m prone
To deliver silly jokes that tickle your funny bone
Um, OK I’ll quit with the comedy
Once you pencil heads commit to quit being so drawn to me
I know you’d rather hear
Me talk about how life is finite so I’ll kick it into gear
We get one life to live
But most of you are waiting for the day that it begins
Thinking someday it’ll happen but it never really comes
Till you realize your last breath just exited your lungs
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21. |
Dith
01:48
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The show must go on
Time waits for no man it carries on
Leaving you behind if you try to take a break
Thought you found a way around it but committed a mistake (oops)
Week after week
Every seven little days I try to do something unique
Half the time I can’t, most the time I try
Put it up inside a cloud the limit is the sky
Or maybe the beginning
It’s infinite the possibilities they’re never ending
Unlimited it keeps on coming never does it finish
Until the day the sun explodes but even then continues
Glory be to the most high
Celebrate destruction with with her tears and some throat pie
Take advantage of the circumstance with a bold lie
Moment after moment the wicked returns and won’t die
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22. |
Sleeveless
01:48
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9lbs moving heavy on the swing
Little fire from inside of the machine
Burning bright mellow madness under siege
Interstellar circumnavigate the deep
Let the pillow do the talking
Suffocate the demons while the angels were not watching
Do away with cowardice a favor to the prophets
The journey is the destination find and you have lost it
Oh, let me guess you know
You’re that type that has to stroke your ego putting on a show
Demonstrating your intelligence we get it yeah you’re grown
Congratulations on adulthood now go back in to your room
You people need to get a grip
Try to grab reality, hold don’t let it slip
Catch it if you can, it’s faster than you think
I can see it get away from you the moment that I speak
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23. |
4femi (Lofi)
01:58
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24. |
Kitch
02:41
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Shut the fuck up, the gods on deck
Bitch bow to your knees, show some respect
What the fuck you don’t get man this life is finite
Justifying fucking off till you think you the times right
It isn’t, and it never will be
The question that you need ask is what the fuck you building
Cause if you ain’t constructing you’re fucked then stuck in a rut and
Falling behind no catching up it’s
Game over, you died twice
You said you did what you could that’s a god damned lie
You pissed it all away wishing shit would fall your way
Coming up with dumb ass excuses it’s really all the same
Get a better plan
Cause leaving shit to fate is a mistake, you think I’m playing
Never trust that hoe
Or be happy with the scraps that she leaves at your door
No bitching
If you can’t take the heat get your ass out the kitchen
No bitching
If you can’t take the heat get your ass out the kitchen
I’m talking to you, but I’m talking to myself
You’re not the only one who needs some god damn help
I struggle to, but see the difference is
I’m not concerned with other people’s businesses
My problems are enough
I can’t be focused on other people’s stuff
My mind is running a thousand miles a minute
At some point don’t know when I’m supposed to be living
Always planning for the future try controlling conditions
Mother Nature gets the last laugh her humor is wicked
But I respect her cause she never pulls tricks
If you plant thistle seeds this is what you get
Days pass time tocks and ticks
You can wait but the clock won’t stop won’t quit
It’s one way street no surrender no retreat
You’re getting ushered to the end so make it count before you leave
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25. |
Bsleep
02:41
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You may delay, time will not, fact of the day
Try to stop it your efforts in vein you can be insistent but nothing’s going to change
You thought you were clever, read some life hacks get it together
But it was too much couldn’t deal with the pressure so you ditched the progress and went for the pleasure
It’s a typical thing, classic in fact we’ve all did it at least
70,000 times annually so you’d think that we’d learn but we don’t tragedy
Time keeps ticking, body declining your health keeps on slipping
Thought you would live forever but you didn’t we all think the same it’s the human condition
So what is the difference not too much take all the gods as my witnesses
How many memories do you keep living in when you could be in reality living them
But have your excuses, can’t let them go put your ego in to them
Identity crisis if you want improvement there’s no other option you have to go through it
Every week I do a song, whether I want to or not
I don’t come up with excuses, I just get it done
Every week I do a song, whether I want to or not
I don’t come up with excuses, I just get it done
Life comes and goes, well our lives come and go
Life continues even though we are buried the dirt has been laid and the casket is closed
It’s a new generation, Mother Nature on the move no delaying
The reaper is busy no procrastination no hiding no running you will not out pace him
Many have tried, none were successful, all of them died
So what makes you special you don’t realize all our fates are the same you don’t get out alive
Or maybe you do, cause you have a secret that none of us do
I know what it is because I have it to it’s called being delusional no one told you
I know you’re unique, you figured it out the spiritual elite
You’ve got all the answers no one can compete cause it’s privileged info that you get to keep
Yet I hear you complain, mad at the sun then you curse at the rain
Your ego is fragile like glass that is stained you’re number one cause this life you pissed it away
Every week I do a song, whether I want to or not
I don’t come up with excuses, I just get it done
Every week I do a song, whether I want to or not
I don’t come up with excuses, I just get it done
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26. |
Twistn
03:20
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I woke up this morning, I got out of bed
I looked at myself, and just shook my head
I said damn you look good, no joke man I mean it
I know looking beautiful isn’t so easy but tell us your secret
I would if I could but I can’t so I won’t I’m so sorry to say
I’m a natural just being factual I was born looking this way
I know what a pity, looking so pretty, man I need help
I look in the mirror take a step back blow a kiss at myself
You the man Buck, keep it moving hands up, seek improvement can’t stop, losing a chance nope
It ain’t no mystery one of the best looking up in the industry admit you can’t though
And I don’t blame ya it’s tough when you can’t get enough of this stranger
Looking so fly it’s offending your eye yelling up to the sky cause the way that god made ya
I GOT LOOKS TO KILL, BETTER HIT THE DECK
BRRAH BRRAH, TWISTING NECKS
I GOT LOOKS TO KILL, EVERYBODY HIT THE DECK
BRRAH BRRAH, TWISTING NECKS
Did I say fly? I meant I’m launching
I got looks to kill, making bitches nauseous
I shouldn’t brag, props all be due mom dukes and dad
You sobbing sad, awestruck and sad, wish you were me, no luck too bad
Maybe tomorrow no I’m just kidding it ain’t gonna happen
So pick up your feelings I’m watching you laughing as you retreat into your house called a trash bin
Man that was rude but you’ve got to admit that it’s kind of the truth
You’ve got to acknowledge that I’m living proof of perfection and how you wish god had made you
It isn’t fair I didn’t make the rules I’m just living here you want to hate on me you little bitter square
You better recognize when the boss is here
Cause fuck I am gorgeous the looks I be getting’s a visual orgy
So get on your knees take a bow right before and pay your respects little bitch now adore me
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27. |
Trap
02:41
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Wind in my sails I don’t want to go back
I’ve got momentum in my system and I’m getting on track
I found a little ray of light to keep the shadows at bay
But it be tugging at me daily trying to take me away
I don’t want to feel this way but desire ain’t enough
I have to recondition all the bullshit given growing up
You really think that’s your decision no it isn’t out of luck
Because they’re really fucking good and making sure that you are fucked
Your ego’s been manipulated yeah go live it up
You think you’re purchasing that product cause you need it’s a want
Nobody needs the shit you own that you’ve collected in a dump
And yet you’re stuck in your beliefs in that’s exactly what they want
Mass consumption, masked as celebration
Your identity is wrapped up in an image they’ve created
Designed for your enslavement, made for their control
It’s a game where if you win you are relinquishing your soul
Make a purchase little piggy, your happiness depends
On the garbage you consume, look at all your friends
Nobody is a immune, everyone pretends
Like what they’re doing is the norm a victim of unconsciousness
In a typical day
You think you’re doing what you want but it’s based on their ways
They had you long before you woke up, up in your dreams
Created fantasies are based on what you want and not need
And there ain’t much that you can do because it’s part of the culture
You try to speak out and end up sacrificed at the alter
You can try to break away but I doubt your survival
It is a group mentality there ain’t no cure for this virus
I know you think you’re independent, that’s part of the deal
Yet you express yourself thru purchases and how you will feel
They’ve connected your emotions your a puppet on strings
Your happiness has been embedded in material things
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28. |
Zero Down
02:29
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Tell me what I like, tell me what I want
A bunch of fucking bullshit like the poison that you flaunt
I want to fuck the bitches drive the cars and do the drugs
Every fucking video I see is full of worthless junk
I want their asses, I want his status
Yeah it’s nonsense but they’ll say that I’ll be happy if I have it
I can feel it, they make me really want it
So I feel like shit and have to go and buy their fucking product
Break my leg then sell me a crutch
It’s so embedded in the culture no escaping were fucked
Cause see the problem’s even worse than it seems on the surface
Because your ego is involved now your defending the purchase
You’re independent, or so you think
Cause you talk with all those dollars that’s the language that you speak
Yeah you’re fluent, they track your every movement
And they know the why behind the reasons that you do it
Oh the app was free? The account was free
You didn’t pay a single dime so now you think that you’re free
Yet they be pimping your attention that you’re giving for free
And that’s the cost of zero down if you can’t fucking count
You’re a consumer, not a citizen it’s menacing
Jesus died so you could spend your savings on a Christmas gift
What a fucking joke
Not the part about Jesus but how you’re fucking broke
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29. |
Tik Tok
02:57
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If history repeats than the future has a stutter
Stay focused on the present to avoid the mental clutter
Life can be a blissful little kiss that’s full of wonder
But your shadows keep it hidden with the rock that you are under
But what’s the cost of your own comfort?
A meaningless existence that will end as just a number?
The winter is upon us but steady right behind the summer
I suggest you take advantage cause you do not get another
You are not blamed for seeking safety
But you’re shamed because you’re waisting precious time playing it safely
As if it benefits you greatly
If you think that is the case then you are painfully mistaking
Life is beautiful and all that
But will not hesitate to walk right passed you like a door mat
You better figure out the format
It’s stepping ever closer and you look just like a floor scratch
The ship has been weathered from what I can see
But that doesn’t mean it’s spent a single day out to sea
How many of us have been docked by the anchor of fear
And kept our ship at bay and never sailed year after year
Life is long if you use it well
But worrying would rather have you planning what to do in hell
A mental prison putting you in to a cell
Nobody is to blame this is something that you do yourself
The clock keeps ticking
And we bop to the rhythm like it’s not going to end it’s
All part of the illusion
So we run around derping about in a state of confusion
You’ll do it when you can
Then the moment has arrived when your shoulder meets his hand
And you scream you are not ready but he’s deaf to your demand
So much you could have done but squandered it while busy making plans
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30. |
Feik
03:14
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Look at you, fake is fuck
Living a lie, making it up
You talk a lot but never really doing shit
The shit you talk vacuous I found no fucking proof in it
Yeah man you cooh
You play the role well that’s what you do
You’ve got it all down from the clothes to the laugh
But the real recognize fake fuck all that jazz
Bitch you need to stop fronting with that bullshit you’re doing
I can see it from a mile away the fuck you think you’re fooling
Every time I see your face, I cringe
Waiting for the lies to begin
Like to talk about your status, the bitches you’re bagging
The people you know, the deals that you manage
You have all the answers but can’t stay consistent
Cause you get lost in all the bullshit you’re kicking
How’d I know you’d be here
Lying up a storm saying what they want to hear
Making promises you could never keep
Saying anything just to people please
Ain’t no respect for your type
Fabricating lies when the truth would have been fine
Making shit it up when you didn’t have to lie
Cause you like to make people believe you’re a successful guy
Your talking’s exhausting
I had respect for you but since then I’ve lost it
In fact I tossed it
The moment you fell through on the shit that you promised
But that is your style
So I sit back and relax and just crack a smile
When people talk to me about you I enjoi it
Cause they say how much they’re dis-a-fucking-pointed
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31. |
xHale
02:06
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How do you get through the day not overwhelmed and in terror
Every time I see my face I want to break the fucking mirror
Pulling back the skin like a curtain on stage
To reveal the faded youth that’s been stolen by age
I don’t know how the fuck you do it, how the hell you’re coping
A partial glance at my reflection fuck I’m feeling hopeless
Mortality is evident, obscurity is coming
It’s a winding road to a dead end there is no running from it
Youth is squandered on the young wisdom on the older
The start was hot then it was warm and now it’s getting colder
The future’s bright but getting dim the shadows on your shoulder
You muster up a final breath and blink and then it’s over
Every thing was so important
Until the moment came when nothing really fucking mattered
Cause the reaper’s right behind you so you think if you go faster
It’ll make a single difference but it doesn’t end of chapter
Put your book upon the shelf so many people walking passed it
Till your memory’s forgotten and they toss it in the trash bin
What don’t you understand
This is how it’s gone since the Dawn of man
And the clock keeps ticking, you keep slipping
Thinking that you’ll live forever error committed
Shit is tragic, no matter what you do it’s going to happen
Death is patiently awaiting for your last breath
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32. |
1Way
02:20
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The winter is coming, the winter is near
The winter’s all around us it has always been here
Some rep a jacket acting like it’ll help
But the warmth doesn’t matter when the tap has been felt
All the most important factors drip away as they melt
The dealer doesn’t gives a fuck about the cards you were dealt
8-3, 6-2 off-suit what you holding?
Cause a straight still gets royal flushed down the toilet
Mother Nature don’t wait
You were busy making plans when you heard the scythe scrape
Tried to reconcile priorities but now it’s too late
Looking back on your regrets as you step in the grave
It’s a one way street no stop no retreat
It’s a one way street no stop no retreat
It’s a one way street no stop no retreat
It’s a one way street no stop no retreat
You tried to make a left but it wasn’t permitted
You are stuck on this street till you reach where the end is
It’s long if you know how to live it
But most cruise control with a hole in the engine
Not a care for repair
Till the outlook is grim and you scream it ain’t fair
Took public transportation it’ll take you there
But you complained the whole way pulling out your hair
Didn’t smell a single rose
Caught up in the small stuff couldn’t let it go
Thought you had more time when the bus just stops
And the reaper says, We’re here. It’s time to get off
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33. |
Feik II
02:32
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Shut your mouth nothing good comes out
You really good at weaving lies got them cards for the house
Full of shit over confident annoying too loud
You’ve done everything everywhere of course you’re too proud
Get attention is your goal, dig a promise called a hole
Put inside it your own lies that you created on the go
See they smile cause of you, thinking what you say is true
But there’s a few of us who know better your game has come unglued
I just laugh when I see it, and vomit in my mouth
I’d confront your fucking face but only lies come out
You’ve sold so many fabrications do you ever run out
This is a bullshit free zone bro get the fuck out
You walk when you should have been running
You talk when you should have said nothing
I baulk when I see your ass coming
You’ve got to stop the fronting
From the first day you packed on the lies
I didn’t quite believe it but I still was surprised
When you didn’t come through on a single fucking time
And never once even acknowledged that you’re faking the funk
So I started keeping score
A list of all the shit you’ve said and kept on adding more
Your friends are all celebrities but never come around
You’ve never kept a damned commitment but then swear you’re always down
Down for what?
You’ve been so many different people I can’t count them up
There’s always something fucking epic you’re about to do
But when you pull back the curtain it’s just not true
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34. |
Endfinity
02:51
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Spewed forth from the light, swallowed by the dust
We see it happening to others but not to us
That’s what we think but it ain’t true even tho we know that too
It’s not a mystery cause history’s our biggest clue
But time isn’t our friend it somehow makes us forget
That once the curtain closes show is over that was it
Just a memory now, but even that has faded
Soon enough you’ll be a random name up in the graveyard
What a life you must have lived
The world was for the taking you were just a kid
Then you grew up and got older trying to make some sense
But confusions every option so take your pick
Most will ignore the loud knock at the door
Opportunity was calling but they chose to ignore
Now the body’s in decline and all the fun is gone
You hear a different type of knock you cannot shrug it off
We’re going to live forever, or so it seems
But as the years start stacking up you cannot make believe
The veil of life begins to open clearly you can see
We’re on a one-way path to nothing the abyss is deep
Dark and dismal it’s forever sort of like your sleep
Except the blackness never breaks you are not in a dream
You are not anywhere in fact you are not anything
You had your moment now it’s over just obscurity
You hear my words but trust you are not comprehending me
It sounds poetic but the mind is just not listening
You must ignore it or accept your life is dwindling
And you might fall into a pit of hopeless misery
But can you can find the silver lining
Even when it’s cloudy out the sun’s still always shining
Most of us are wasting time on petty drama whining
And only choose to live the moment that we know we’re dying
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35. |
Around the Corner
03:24
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At ease, when I breeze
Feeling the lovely wind against my cheeks
Coasting, slow motion
Let life touch you keep your heart open
You could spend a 100 years
Tucked in a corner, safe from all your fears
Fed three times a day no risk of injury
But that’s not living at least not what it’s meant to be
Get in the game
If for no other reason to say that you played
It won’t last forever, it comes and it goes
So take advantage now while you’re still on the road
It dips and it winds
While the time slips and it slides
You must drive and cannot pull over
Never knowing if the ends around the corner
So much to admire
Appreciate, inspire
You can see the beauty
If you only open your eyes wide to the music
This is your time to shine
Front and center stage, right behind the mic
Take a sip of water, relax and clear your mind
When you’re ready take a deep breath and open your eyes
The world is your oyster
Do what you want, you just got to make a choice to
Be available ready to accept
All the opportunities falling in your lap
A willingness to explore
Beyond what you see there’s so much more
When luck comes knocking will you choose to ignore
Or get off the couch running to go open the door
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36. |
McFly
02:38
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Looking fly as a mother
Working on my craft like a hover
Back to the future got more to discover
Your bitch on my dick it’s no wonder
But I don’t want her, she got trashed like a dumpster
Lit that ass up hear the clap from the thunder
On my way over no time to go under
Scrambled her eggs rubbed her toast in my butter
No more explorian
Burning thru rubber like wheels on dolorian
Tried to escape but they keep wanting more of it
Open say ah cause it’s time for your oral check
She seems a bit tense
Loving the way that I conjugate it
Back to the past moving on to the present
She likes to verb my noun with lots of affection
I so fly, Marty McFly
I sol fly, Marty McFly
I so fly, Marty McFly
I sol fly, Marty McFly
How to explain
This isn’t nature they made me this way
They gas up my ego and call out my name
Trying to reach for the mic but I won’t share the stage
A box or a cage
Those are my choices, look at my face
I’m so fucking handsome it’s almost a shame
When I look in the mirror the mirror looks away
Yeah I see that you jelly
Talking a lot but ain’t shit you can tell me
I’m not here to buy so go fuck what you’re selling
Your package and process belongs in a deli
Plus I’m not hungry
I’m full off the excess of women and money
Look at her shocked cause I’m so fucking stunning
She gags on my past while I’m presently coming
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37. |
Xmas Olé V
05:48
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38. |
The Shortness (Lofi)
01:58
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39. |
Knew Yours
02:47
|
|||
New you, new year, fuck you, you hear
What the hell I just said in your bloody ear
You waited all damn year for this fucking moment
So you could find an excuses and dispose it
I’m not blaming you, but it’s really your fault
Thinking you could cut a corner become something you’re not
You watched a 100 videos and even purchased a course
But all you ever saw was it just sitting on the porch
Fucking marketing madness everybody running rabid
Snatching up bullshit that they can feed the trash bin
Cashing in on liabilities not assets
Waking up without a clue of where their cash went
It’s a cycle that repeats nobody learns nor do they think
Going broke’s a badge of honor here where debt is king
So stay stuck in your position getting fucked into submission
Wishing it’ll change someday but I can say it isn’t
You walk a crowded road filled with minuses and O’s
Trying to find a shortcut but I’m sorry elevator’s broke
At least you have that thing in common
Living off potato chips, coke, and bowl of ramen
You can’t succeed when everything you do is rotten
Garbage in garbage out don’t expect a different product
Plus all the pills that you be popping
Your body on some what the fuck is happening it’s awful
New year same you old habits
Looking for a quick fix but I can promise it won’t happen
Look the fact is that you’ve gotten here thru years of shitty habits
And you want it all to change in like a month not going to happen
But you falling for the trends
Informercial tactics, “reality” can bend
The universe has laws that you cannot circumvent
Yet you’ll spend more time on fads than had you just worked for it
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40. |
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I’m feeling it, big city bounce
Got the sub going dumb and it keeps getting loud
Knifing thru the street, gunning for hill
Attacking every precious moment cause it’s just another thrill
Haters keep us going the motivation’s real
You can touch this all you want if you need something to feel
What? Oh you bluffing now
You tried to tear it up but we shut it down
So let the homies get it in, let the girls get a play
Keep it naughty by nature hip hop hooray
Don’t stop don’t wait, got that big city bounce
Everybody having fun don’t be that bitch sitting down
You looking sour, bitter with a frown
If you ain’t trying to level up you need to get the fuck out
Dudes looking fly all the chicks getting pretty
Got the big big bounce shouts out to the city
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41. |
@ttitude
02:16
|
|||
I’ve been studying my ass off like it’s gonna help
To increase my bottom line by improving myself
You see if I’m intelligent then it gives me an edge
At least that’s what I used to think until this book that I read
It’s called the Magic of Thinking Big, a classic of sorts
It gets a little metaphysical that’s par for the course
Typical jargon bout believing but what struck me as new
Was that intelligence cannot compare to attitude
What you know cannot compare to how you’re feeling about
Any given situation like if you’re going out
You may know you need to do it, and even know how
But how is that supposed to serve you if you’re feeling down
That’s attitude, and it has an affect
Greater than any knowledge coming from a book that you read
That’s attitude, it affects your results
Far beyond the facts you gathered from the books that you bought
That’s attitude, and it has an affect
Greater than any knowledge coming from a book that you read
That’s attitude, it affects your results
Far beyond the facts you gathered from the books that you bought
Work smarter, not harder
But most won’t even get up off the god damned couch
So what’s it matter if you know it all, when you’re going to stall
If your attitude is lacking you won’t go at all
Are you seeing the equation
People rarely stay home for lack of information
It’s all about the vibe and feel, makes you inclined to deal
Driving to the club in the winter, despite the chill
Irrelevant is your intelligence
Just look at all the idiots excel at shit
You may be smart but what’s it matter if you get disheartened
You put an end to your beginning before it ever started
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42. |
It's Possible
02:45
|
|||
It’s possible
If you’re willing to put in the work there ain’t nothing that’s stopping you
But you, the control’s in your palm
Your belief’s the thermostat that controls your results
It all starts with the mental, and what you envision
Your success will be determined by your self-image
If you think that you can do it then surely you can
But if you don’t then you won’t it’s as simple as that
Everything springs from the way you see yourself
If you don’t like it make a change or try to get help
I can tell you for a fact, down to the letter
Unless you change for the best, nothing gets better
Elon Musk built a rocket that’s 1/10th the cost of
The ones that NASA built and it’s fucking reusable
So don’t give me any flack about your bullshit excuses
The only question that needs answered is if you’re gonna do this
And what’s the price you have pay, are you willing to pay it
A decision must be made, are you willing to make it
Yourself image is the brake, are you willing to break it?
Your results remain the same until you’re willing to change it
You can blame the system
You can blame your family, partner or religion
You can blame them all, and even be right
But the question still remains will you be paying the price
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43. |
A La Mode
02:37
|
|||
“You look tired” nah bitch I’m old
Reality be slipping, I can’t get a hold
House made of cards, probably gonna fold
Could have got a lot further if I did what I was told
But I can’t be controlled
Fuck all that weak shit the god’s on patrol
Disagree with me I’m in the know
Should change my name to butter cause I’m on a roll
Dad got some jokes
Settle in to depression when the passion is low
See the trash bin is full it contains all my thoughts
Sold my soul to the devil but only at cost
How long will you say that life is too short
It doesn’t get better it only gets peor
La vida se apesta best to close the bloody door
You are a sim inside a hard drive where your life is being stored
How’s that for some bull
A bunch of 1’s and 0’s, who’s got the remote
I am not lazy just waiting for it to load
I wish that things were somewhat different but I didn’t write the code
I’ll have my dinner a la mode
Fast with the fashion, some great reward
People are people, at least that’s what I’m told
I have a policy of truth even tho I know you don’t
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44. |
Taking the Cake
02:35
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I’m on the cusp of something great
No it’s not a ledge I am not jumping to my fate
The sun is on the rise and I can feel it on my face
I’ve come to far to turn back down that I am finally awake
This year I came to collect
And bring the world to its knees start paying its debt
It better have cash I ain’t taking a check
And if I have to I’m ‘a leave that bitch naked and wet
Compelled by a decade of painful regret
I’m fucking hungry for this money and I need to be fed
Fuck a piece of the pie
I’ll buy the whole bakery taking what’s mine
It’s possible, that’s the motto
Get it done today do not wait until tomorrow
It’s possible, that’s the motto
Get it done today do not wait until tomorrow
A lot of work has been delivered
You’re thinking of dessert, I’m focused on the dinner
You’re stuffed so full of reasons why you couldn’t be a winner
When you met with lady luck you did not even think to tip her
Bon appetite
I’ve squandered too much time to keep on waisting it for free
The dedication’s lacking but it’s coming back to me
And when happens ain’t no limits just forget it Master P
Many lacking talent yet I see they ass succeed
Cause they didn’t get caught up in how the way that things should be
A lot of idiots be making bank
So I’m shutting shit down and fucking taking the cake
It’s possible, that’s the motto
Get it done today do not wait until tomorrow
It’s possible, that’s the motto
Get it done today do not wait until tomorrow
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45. |
2:13AM (Lofi)
01:59
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46. |
The Plot
02:15
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Where you gonna run
You will arrive whether or not you want to come
Not in that manner
I’m speaking of the last day in your planner
The last day for you
The party will continue despite what you had to do
Nature is indifferent she has a task to do
Leave the bitch alone man nobody’s asking you
Your number was selected pack your bags you know the drill
Nobody is to blame your little life went unfulfilled
You knew this day was coming no surprise this is the deal
Your story went to waste now there’s a plot you’ve got to fill
Everybody’s special, everyone’s unique
But it all gets equalized when it’s time to go to sleep
Your eyes will never open ain’t no place for you to dream
Just a massive black abyss where there is nothing you can see
How’s it feel
That’s only the beginning see the end is coming near
You think it’s in the future but it’s just around the corner
You can see the reaper waiting take a look inside the mirror
The days get shorter
No saving time despite trying to hoard it
You may want to consider living life before it’s gone
Cause when it goes you’ll be forgotten while the party moves on
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47. |
How'd It Feel?
02:28
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Hopefully it made you happy
To see my face when you drove passed me
I hope it felt good what you did
Cause the god don’t forget nor forgive
You heard the fucking shot when that shit hit the window
And still you didn’t stop cause you knew I’d fucking get you
I prayed you’d hit the brakes, was looking for the red
All I wanted was the option to start stomping on your head
I’d pull you out the fucking seat in front of everybody
Make them watch me kick your fucking skull until my feet get bloody
Then from there I would remove my shoes and beat your fucking face
Till the cops arrived and all I did was make sure they get paid
Only thinking of yourself
That’s why you’re fucking broke and nobody wants to help
That’s why you’ll never rise to a level above comfort
Cause you’re just a piece a shit and a dirty motherfucker
Hopefully it made you happy
To see my face when you drove passed me
I hope it felt good what you did
Cause the god don’t forget nor forgive
I considered running after you
But I thought about some other shit I had to do
I thought about the consequence of me attacking you
And lack of money in my pocket for the black and blue
I weighed the cost it wasn’t worth it yeah who fucking cares
I’m not complaining cause in life you see there’s nothing fair
You did exactly what I thought cause you don’t give a damn
I just wanted you to make your face beat up my hands
I’m feeling better with this song but please don’t think I’m done
Cause if I ever catch your ass I swear you better run
I’m pissed again just thinking bout it man I’m fucking livid
I swear to god I’ll punch you in the face just for living
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48. |
DWR (Lofi)
01:59
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49. |
Here 4a Moment
02:14
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Here for a moment, gone for the rest
Life was a blink that lasted a breath
Here for a moment, gone for the rest
Life was a blink that lasted a breath
As odd as it seems
Life in truth is stranger than dreams
It is a struggle, death a release
You reap what you sow don’t let go of the seams
It can be dismal
If you’re not careful and get the wrong info
You must take caution when watching your mental
Cause doors they will open yet some chose the window
Here for a moment, gone for the rest
Life was a blink that lasted a breath
Here for a moment, gone for the rest
Life was a blink that lasted a breath
It can be tough
Falling behind, trying to keep up
Running one mile a minute a hurry to rush
Yet Nature moves slowly it always gets done
That’s how it goes
One minute alive and the next decomposed
Your life was a sum of the choices you chose
I hope you are happy when that curtain’s closed
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50. |
Got 2 Give
02:11
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Something’s got to give man something’s got to change
I’ve been swinging at this tree so long that something’s got to break
The leaves and limbs have gotten trimmed the trunk is chopped away
All I need is just a gust of wind to take this shit away
Time is running out but I guess that’s always been
How many losses must I take before I catch a fucking win
The world around me’s shrinking see the walls are closing in
They say good things will come to those who wait… till when?
Idiots are getting rich I’m sitting on the bench
Waiting for the coach to call me but he hasn’t done it since
The universe be clowning why it always testing me
You see I’m done playing the games I’m the fucking referee
The dues have been paid, I’ve settled my debts
Now it’s time to get that money, I’ve came to collect
Oh you want something else from me better get it correct
The only thing you’ll get from me’s pen now give me a check
I’m through bitch I’m taking what’s mine
You can rain all you want but the sun’ll still shine
I am backed by will and diligence I stick to the grind
You settled early while I’ve barely just begun in my prime
Return to the core not enough I need more
If opportunity is knocking just come in the fucking door
I left that shit unlocked in case it shows up while I’m gone
Cause I went to out get what’s mine and I’ll be back before long
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51. |
Ef
02:10
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When you feel good, nothing else matters
Time just flies, fun filled laughter
Infinite never ending it’s so amazing
How one moment’s golden the next it is changing
But that’s called life
For some it is precious, for others it’s benign
For most it’s okay, a few do it right
And the rest get left behind
Life is long if you know how to use it
But so many of us would rather abuse it
And throw it away always wonder what if
Cloaked in escapism like TGIF
What’s it matter the color of the grass
When you look from underneath what you’re seeing is black
Take a second to reflect on your path
Cause your future, future is full of that
It happens so fast it went by in a blink
All the memories vanish invisible ink
You thought were special something unique
But you ran the same distance 6ft deep
But it isn’t all sad
Some of it’s depressing, stressing, and mad
OK enough with the negative I’m just being stupid
Cause life is beautiful if you know how to use it
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52. |
Yeah Sure
02:57
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Why do I do it if nobody listens
I do it because it gives me a reason to keep bitching
In fact if you listened I probly would stop you want me to quit than give me some props
I swear to god I will give up in a moment’s notice if you think what I’m saying is false
You ain’t never committed to something this big with infinite vision
You sitting at home hoping someone’ll get it opportunity is not gonna come visit
Do I sound like I’m bitter? Cause I am I admit
Do I, need to, put my, foot up in your ass so you feel the shit that I’m kicking
Maybe then you would get it, life ain’t a game, stop the pretending
You jocking what’s hot and whatever is trending rule 403 that is fucking forbidden
It’s slim with the pickings, ice with the berg, bitch you ain’t pimping
They calling me homeless cause I’m on a mission you can’t take the meat get your ass out the chicken
I don’t think that I’m special, some might say I’m unique
Writing the lyrics, recording the song, producing the beat
It ain’t nothing to me to do it cause see when I commit to something I believe
I go till it’s finished I start till it’s ended while you over here given up in two weeks
I mean I was the same, lacking results so I had to complain
Then Gary Vee said that I’m being a bitch and I need keep hustling till it’s obtained
Yeah thanks for the point, 5 years later still fucking annoyed
One song a week and these people they think like I do it for fun but I don’t have a choice
You think that I’m kidding remember that part about being committed
You think this is optional no bro it isn’t you cannot relate so just fucking forget it
I’m the big swinging dick of this one song a week fucking utter ridiculous
Two-hundred sixty you can’t comprehend I am just getting started good luck trying to get with this
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Buck Bowen Long Beach, California
"Trying to bridge the growing gap between 'would-be' and 'has-been.'"
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