We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Push Back

from #oneAweek Vol. II by Buck Bowen

/

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

  • Buy the Full Digital Album

lyrics

Took a look in the mirror, what did I see?
A fragile little boy looking back at me
Plagued by fears insecurities
Manipulated by emotions hopeless and weak

I hate it, it’s got to go
But the fear is so real and I’ve lost control
I got to get somewhere safe, but there’s no where to land
Cause no matter where I go, there I am

I don’t feel well and I’m not myself
I want to be left alone but should probably get help
I can feel it in my stomach, up to my chest
My only refuge is to get some rest

But the thoughts keep coming, brain gets flooded
If I don’t turn it off I’m ‘a drown in this dungeon
Mind swamped in lies
On the verge of tears but too tired to cry

Push back, fight the fear
You don’t have to give in to what you hear
Push back, guard your mind
You don’t have to listen to all the lies

Push back, fight the fear
You don’t have to give in to what you hear
Push back, guard your mind
You don’t have to listen to all the lies

I know I can do it, I know I can
I’ve done it before and I’ll do it again
I got to keep moving, I got to stay busy
I got to make it hard for IT to get me

Ignore the voices, they’re all toxic
It’s not you that’s the poison talking
They’ll soon subside
The darkness retreats when it sees the light

One day at a time
Little by little I will survive
Changing the bad script, breaking the habits
2 steps forward, 1 step backwards

I will not die, even tho it feels like that sometimes
I’m a victim no longer
Cause if it don’t kill me it makes me stronger

Push back, fight the fear
You don’t have to give in to what you hear
Push back, guard your mind
You don’t have to listen to all the lies

Push back, fight the fear
You don’t have to give in to what you hear
Push back, guard your mind
You don’t have to listen to all the lies

credits

from #oneAweek Vol. II, track released March 4, 2019

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Buck Bowen image

Buck Bowen Long Beach, California

"Trying to bridge the growing gap between 'would-be' and 'has-been.'"

contact / help

Contact Buck Bowen

Streaming and
Download help

Report this track or account

If you like Buck Bowen, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Seafood Sam joins the show to discuss his newest album, " Standing On Giant Shoulders".
listen now