No Redemption

from #oneAweek Vol. I by Buck Bowen

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Why did it have to happen now
The answer must be lost and I’m really sick of asking how
I feel I’m getting passed around
Emotionally pimped, these thoughts often slap me down

How can I escape, when I’m trapped inside a cage
Built with bars that I made
I know what you’re thinking
If I made the place I have the key, not so easy

It’s a combination lock and I forgot the code
But more concerning I don’t think I want to know
I admit this isn’t logical
And thus I have no basis for complaining it’s a domino

Effect, just being honest tho it gets so bad it’s comical
But I’m not really laughing, I think I have to go
I’m getting dealt a tragic blow
The thoughts are coming for me and I’m sad to say the attic’s full

The pain runs deep, regret resides in every corner
Just received another burden that I swear I never ordered
Some people throw shit and hope it sticks
I’m feeling stuck, full of shit, covered up in hopelessness

Where am I supposed to go with this?
Catatonic masturbation going thru the motionless
A prisoner confined to ponder
All the opportunities I missed and all the time I squandered

All the moments that I passed up and didn’t take advantage of
Damn it sucks, man it’s just
A constant assault
That’s aggressively stressing me and I know it’s my fault

Feeling hostage to a god awful thought process
I promise I do not want this
Losing my will to live in, a guilt ridden
Shameful state of mind with no redemption

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from #oneAweek Vol. I, track released March 12, 2018

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